Chapter 1

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Elize POV

Why the reality so harsh. Nagmahal lang naman ako, ginawa ko naman ang nararapat para maging maayos na girlfriend. I already gave him my first, well except for intimate part, but that's not the issue. Why? Ano ba ang ginawa ko para gawin niya iyon sa akin? 

ANG KAPAL NG MUKHA NIYA!

ANG KAPAL! KAPAL TALAGA NIYA! 

All this time, niloloko niya lang pala ako, akala ko masaya kami and everything is alright but what the heck! How could he do this to me? I have so many questions to ask but I don't know how I can control myself without killing him. 

Ugh, just thinking about that jerk, I remember again ang nangyari kanina.

(FLASHBACK)

-----At Sweettooth Cafe----

"Let's break up Elize." What? Did I just hearing things? Ano raw?

"What?" Still looking at him, I think I just heard wrong.

"Elize, *sigh* I'm not in love with you anymore. Its - " hindi ko na pinatapos ang sasabihin niya

"It's not you but it's me crap. Kailan pa?!" shouting at him

"Listen to  me first, I really did loved you but it just happen that one morning when I woke up, my heart is not beating anymore for you. I met this girl in my school and, God, I swear, I fell in love at first sight."

I can't listen anymore, I just felt my tears are already bursting in my eyes. I can't stop them. How *snob* can he do this to me? For 5 years in relationship with him, I gave him all the love and trust that he needed from me. *snob* I already plan my future with him. How?

"Elize?" Hindi ko namalayan nakatulala na pala ako sa kanya habang umiiyak. Liza, stop crying, he is not worth it. If he can throw your relationship after 5 years just for a random girl he met, HE IS NOT WORTH OF YOUR TEARS!

"How can you do this to me? All those years, why? Kailan pa?" calming my voice. I need to know how can he do this to me.

"Elize, *sighing* I lost interest to you, but its the truth that all those years I really loved you. It's just that I found my woman in my life. *reaching my hand* I hope you can found your true love too." 

"I already found it, Nathan. Its you that I want for the rest of my life." I told him while squeezing his hand. But, when I'm looking to his eyes, I felt sympathy but there is no sparks and sparkle that I always see from the past. 

And it hit me, so its true. He doesn't love me anymore. He already found another woman. Why I didn't feel his changing of attitude towards me?

"Kailan pa naging-kayo?" Tanong ko sa kanya.

"We are already in relationship for 2 years." sabay yuko niya.

"WHAT?!" Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko at nasigawan ko na siya.

"Elize, calm down. Pinagtitinginan na tayo" Sabay hingi ng sorry sa mga taong nakapaligid sa amin.

I don't care if they will watch our little drama. I don't care if they will stare at me and thinking "Is she crazy?" I don't give a fudge.

"How can you do this to me? 2 years! TWO GHAD DAMMIT YEARS! Ibig sabihin ba nito, niloloko mo na ako during our 5 years in relationship? How can you do this to me?!" Sabay sapal sa kanya. Yeah, sinampal ko siya at kulang pa iyon sa nararamdaman ko ngayon. How can he do this to me? 

Kaya ba naging malamig na siya sa akin last two years? kaya ba madalang na lang siya magtext sa akin and magyaya ng date dahil niloloko niya na pala ako? How can he do this to me?

My ghaaddd, I can see red, I want to kill him and let him feel the feelings that I have now. I feel betrayed and miserable. 

"Actually, yeah, I'm so sorry Elize." Hindi ko na talaga kaya, I can't do this anymore. I want to run from here and don't want to see this man.

Binawi ko ang kamay ko sa kanya at sabay tayo. I don't care anymore. If he doesn't want me anymore and his happy, so be it. Nathan is a good man and charming, that's why I fell in love with him.But, *sigh* whatever, reality hurts and that's it. If he can throw our relationship that easily, so can I. I grab my bag from my chair and look at him for the last time.

"I hope you you are really happy now, Nathan. Goodbye." saying with my cold voice. I started walking at the door when he called my name.

"Elize!" No, don't look back and so I did. He still calling my name while I'm already out of the cafe. I don't care anymore. My heart feel nothing anymore. 

My tears never stop falling from my eyes when I bump to another person to another and I never look back, never stop walking until I felt my feet hurts. When I look around, I stopped in a park and that relieved me. I need peace and quite place for this day.

(End of Flash Back)

While I'm looking around the park, I spotted a can at nilapitan ko ito. Habang tinitingnan ko ito naaalala ko ang sinabi ng Kuya Renz ko na kapag may mabigat kang nararamdaman at hindi mo alam kung paano mo siya ilabas, humanap ka ng isang bagay na puede mong pagbuntungan ng galit o inis hanggang sa mailabas mo ang lahat. And that's what I did, I pick up the can and put it in front of me.

Pumwesto ako na para bang sisipa ng bola sa harapan ng lata and I count of 1...2...3! and I kicked the can. Pero, infairness ha, ang layo rin ng pinuntahan ng lata. What can I say, ikaw ba naman gawing kalaro ng kapatid mo na mahilig sa soccer, *evil laugh* .

At dahil hindi pa gumagaan ang pakiramdam ko at gusto ko pa sipain ulit ang lata, hinanap ko ito.

"Saan na ba iyon napunta?" Ang lakas mo kasi sumipa, iyan tuloy. Whatever, inner voice hahaha

After 123456789 years, I found it, SAWAKAS! hahaha, lalapitan ko na sana ang lata ko hanggang sa may sumigaw sa paligid.

"WHAT THE FU****G HAPPEN TO MY CAMERA?!" 

O-oh, what have you done Elize?!

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Hallo Readers!

For those po na nakabasa ng story ko pong ito, so sorry at late me mag edit and mag update.

GOMENAZAI!

First time ko po gumawa ng story sa wattpad kaya humihingi po ako ng pasensya agad sa mga wrong grammar and everything. hahahaha

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