When I cry my friends and fam make jokes about me being a cry baby they don't rely see how hurt full they are to me no one sees when I sob no one sees when I cry till I can't anymore no one sees when I try to cut or hurt myself or even die no one noticed how much I cut no one noticed when I tried to kms what if i did who would notice a difference for my fam that's one less mouth to feed one less kid to worry about same with my friends they don't talk to me anyway just one less bitch to worry bout one less fucker to be annoyed by one less coming out one less depressed and anxious being for the world I cry peeps make joke I cut peeps blame a cat and don't give a second thought I have a red line around me neck "nah that's just a weird line or somethin" I get yelled at 12000 times a day and y'all wonder why I'm distant you don't see me when I need you so... i dont need you anymore I'm sorry I "take so much of ur time" but like I feel like I take non of ur time you never see me anymore but it's fine.
