: so you know how a lot of the time I try to be a good friend and I try to help. That doesn't last long for a specific reason. I don't every really get anything in return and I'm not the best at it but I try. I have no one to turn to it feel like. No one that if I tell them something they will do their best to help me. My best friend, my person, my partner, my sibling, mine. No one is that person because I don't fit in anywhere. Not in the gay cult, not in the i&l, and not in any other friend group. I'm alone. "I have no road home!" As it says in Someone to you. I'm invisible I have no one. No one. And when I try to be positive and help my friends, they don't believe me. When I say you can always talk to me. No one believes me. I'm not here to just be a friend who is depressed but acting like they are ok. I want to help but I also want someone to talk to when I need. I just need it. I have been mentally abused, I have been left, and I have been abandoned. Everyone leaves. Everyone and I'm over it. But I don't have one reason to be depressed! No reason at all! Almost all of my friends have gone through worst things than I have and I'm over here needing help when I don't. Because I'm supposed to be fine right. I'm supposed to be ok with yelling, name calling, single parent, not being able to help my friends, counselors leaving me, and over all being abandoned and almost killed twice. How is that supposed help me be fine
I'm ok
