Blackened Mists {Rusger}

Nightmares And Memories

This rather short chapter will be written in Russia's point of view
Enjoy!
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That night the four of us, Canada, America, Germany and I split up in front of the building that seemed to be owned by EU after talking to him. We received the command to search for a blind Angel ones the dawn would be brought upon the pale and lifeless land,meaning that we all should get some rest before the time comes.

Ones America and Canada were out of sight Germany began walking down the street we came up earlier and I of course followed him. "So..I guess I will never return home,won't I?" I started. "I guess so." Germany replied while he fixed the neckerchief tied around his head. Why did he keep fixing it? Didn't he know that I saw earlier? Of course I didn't see everything but he seemed to be hiding some sort of injury, right? To my surprise Germany soon broke the silence with a pretty unexpected question. "Are you sad?"

At first I didn't know what to answer. It didn't really feel like I lost anything important nor loved. Though I knew that I would never see my home again. This world seemed to be my new home but it still felt odd. It felt like everything was just a bad dream I would wake up from. Maybe that's what it was? A simple nightmare? "I..I don't know.." I eventually stated and looked up at the pitch black sky. Again no stars.

The rather cold wind started to make me shiver,causing me to dig my hands into the pockets of my pants while Germany just kept going like the wind wouldn't even exist. Just then I remembered what EU said and couldn't help but ask him even though he probably wouldn't answer me anyway. "So..you used to have wings?" Germany's hand twitched though his face remained as emotionless as ever. "Yeah, and?" You could practically see all the hatred that build up in him as he quickened his pace. "I just..sorry that you lost them." His mood seemed to soothe at that and yet I still felt like he wanted to push me off a bridge.

Germany eventually took a turn into an empty side street though it still looked pretty in an odd way. The way the orange lanterns were hung up all around the city just made the city luminous like a calm little firefly. I guess they were hung up to prevent the city from getting attacked by any beast.

We eventually walked past some sort of lookout and I just couldn't help but stop and enjoy the view. The way all the little houses were lighted by multiple lanterns seemed so soothing. Each street was decorated with those life saving lanterns and cleaner than any street I ever saw at home. Speaking of, I haven't seen one piece of rubbish anywhere. Even though this world seems to be going down due to the mists it still seemed healthier than home. Everyone worked together and even the more important people seemed to be nicer than any person you would just meet on a simple street at home. Maybe these people are better off than I thought.

"Russia? Are you even hearing me?" Germany asked as he tore me out of my thoughts. I nodded at him and took a last look at the scene before we both began to walk again. "Don't worry. You'll get to see this often enough." Germany giggled a little though it wasn't like earlier. It seemed like he just acted to be amused. "Could you laugh like earlier?" I asked,expecting some kind of salty answer.

"Laugh like earlier? What do you mean?" Germany asked,turning to look at Russia. "I mean like you laughed when I acted like some kind of guard. It was way cuter than that fake laughter. You don't have to act like you're happy,y'know?" To my surprise a faint red hue spread on Germany's face though no other reaction was to be seen on his face.

The two of us eventually reached a house all the way at the end of the street. Germany just went on and straight up opened the door to it without even knocking. "G-Germany you can't just go into a random house like that!" Germany turned around and looked at me like I would be the one intruding into a strangers house. "What do you mean? This is my..our house."