Everytime I miss you, I just go to sleep and dream about the memories that we shared when we were still together.
Everytime I miss you, I just play all those songs that we used to sing everytime, and crazily dance along with every beat of it. I even look at myself at the mirror in front and see how stupid I am for dancing alone.
Everytime I miss you, I always pretend that you'll come here along and knock on the door. I know that this sounds weird but I always wait for you in the living room, where we usually cuddle and watch movies together. Even though I know that you are never coming back again.
Everytime I miss you, I just wrap myself with the blankets that still have your scent on it, and pretend that it was you giving me warmth, that it was your arms that were embracing me away from the coldness of the night.
Everytime I miss you, I drink canned beers and pretend that I was drinking with you. I say all those words that was left unsaid and hoping that the wind may carry it unto your ears.
Everytime I miss you, I write. And everytime I write, it makes me miss you more. I can't do anything about it, it feels like an endless cycle.
Everytime, every damn time, I miss you. Even if I know that you're out there missing somebody else.
YOU ARE READING
Untold Happiness
PoetryIsusulat nalang nararamdaman kesa mabalewala ng taong walang pakialam