Creature {Brusnop}

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DANNY'S POV
We were on the Asking Alexandria tour bus, which makes sense because we are on tour. Cameron, Sam, and James were all out in the town drinking at some bar. Normally I would be with them, but I had to be "responsible" or some shit like that. I don't see why they sometimes made that my job, James should be the permanent responsible one.

Ben stayed back with me as well, but he wasn't good company. He was laying on his bunk doing who knows what. Probably jerking off to some hot fan. While I was stuck lounging in the couch deep in the shadows, I'm fighting a battle. Not my typical Canadian Whiskey or Jack Daniel's battle, but a more serious battle. It was my heart, my monstrous betraying heart. The creature wants me, screaming, screaming, over and over to do my heart's bidding.

What was my heart screaming at me to do? Bad things. Very bad things to a certain someone. A certain Ben. Like bad things as in sexual good things. I think I'm losing, tired of choosing, I'm slipping down and I'm... No, not afraid. But not secure. I'm too sober for this. I'm always too sober. I didn't want to drink though, in case the creature won. In case... No. I can't think about Ben like that.

Sharply standing up, I growled and shoved a chair into the wall. Internally, I can't stop screaming, screaming. I thought back to everything. How can I pretend to be straight when my mind is always on Ben? I'm living a lie, there's a creature hiding inside of me. Black as the night with a cold dead heart and a lust for sin was the only way to describe my feelings. I don't even know if I like him, goddamnit! I aggressively punched the fridge. His damn lip ring and his beautiful eyes were just so captivating. Hell, his whole everything was stunning.

Ben would never like me. Or even feel some sort of attraction to me. He was straight and could get any girl he wanted. So I shut it out, I bottle up, I hide it from the world, and refuse to let anyone know the truth. If I let it out, I don't know what I'll do. I don't want to hurt Ben, but I don't want to lie anymore. And I certainly don't wanna keep hurting myself.

I dug through the cupboard, trying to find liquor. Finding a shot-sized bottle of Jack Daniel's, I sat back down. A shot was better than none. Downing it, I couldn't help but hope that there's a creature inside of you too.

BEN'S POV
I could hear Danny in the other room attempting to break things. He seems to think that he is the Hulk or something, but he really isn't. But his muscles are pretty bi... No. I just can't turn to the menace I've clung to for the past few years. My heart was always trying to tug me to Danny. It's just, this creature wants me screaming, screaming Danny's name while he is on top of m... I shifted a bit to mask the unmistakable tent that had grown in my pants at that thought.

I can't determine, I'm sure that it's hell bent on breaking out and making me do something regrettable though. Like kissing Danny. But not just kissing him though. Hearing you screaming, screaming would be heaven too. No. Think of unsexy things. James in a bikini. Oh. That worked fast.

I stood up and made up my mind. I couldn't say I was straight anymore. I'm living a lie, there's a creature inside of me. I'm black as the night, with a cold dead heart and a lust for sin. Beautiful, pure, sexy, Danny sin. I could get kicked out of the band though. Cam is always cracking gay jokes. So I shut it out, I bottle up, I hide it from the world. If I let it out, I don't know what I'll do. I hope there's a creature inside of you too because I can't hold back.

THIRD PERSON
Ben almost flung himself into the living room, scaring Danny onto his feet.

"Danny, I... I'm living a lie, there's a creature inside of me." Danny's eyes light up. He as finally getting what, or who, he wanted. The two men drew closer to each other, almost without noticing.

"I'm dark as the night, with a cold dead heart and a lust for sin. So you aren't the only one living a lie." Danny's voice was low, almost unbearably sexily low.

"So I shut it out, I bottle up, I hide it from the world." Ben carried on like Danny hasn't spoken. But his eyes were considerably darker with lust. Danny shoved him up against the wall and the two were one. They were kissing as if each other's lips was the last alcohol on the planet. Danny pulled away first.

"If I let it out, I don't know what I'll do." It was almost phrased as question. Ben just smirked and pulled him in for another a kiss. Danny smiled into the kiss, there's a creature inside of you too.

A/N: So this was my first story, one-shot, song-fic, and Brusnop ever. I don't care if you love it or hate it or whatever. What I do want to know is, what's your OTP?

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