Felix wake up with sleeping Seungmin on his couch. He was about to approach Seungmin when he saw a plastic bag on his coffee table so he walk over it and open the plastic bag.
He saw all of his favorite food. He cried again silently, not wanting to wake up the latter but he can't control his sobs.
Seungmin woke up with a sobbing sound near him. He immediately open his eyes and saw Felix who's crying while looking at the plastic. He stand up and went near to Felix. He was about to hug Felix when the aforementioned suddenly speak.
"All I want is to be happy. I don't know why I always feel the pain when all I want is to be loved. My parents don't pay so much attention to me, they are very strict to me. I understand that I'm only child but they are too much. All I want is to be happy but everyone is taking it away from me. What did I do to deserve this? Do I really don't deserve happiness? Why is everyone don't want me to be happy? All I want is to live freely without worries. All I want is happiness and to love and feel to be loved that I never felt with my parents." Felix blurted out and bursted out. Seungmin hug him tight, preventing him to fall on his knees.
"Shhh, don't say that. You deserve the world Felix. You are the sweetest person that I ever know. You don't deserve to be in mess like this. You deserve all the good things in Earth but it seems like life is just too unfair. You will suppress this problem and I know Changbin is always on your side. He really love you to the point that he don't want to let you go. Just hold unto him ok? And don't worry about your parents, I will make sure that they will not going to be a barrier for you. I will do anything just to make you happy because you're my friend and you basically deserve the whole world Lixie. We love you ok? Specially Changbin, always remember that." Seungmin said while caressing Felix's back.
"Why everyone is don't want me to be loved? Don't I deserve it?"
"No, no don't say it. We love you, all of our friends love you. Changbin Hyung love you so don't say that. Many people love you Felix. Please don't say it."
"I want to see Changbin Hyung." Felix cried out.
"Ok, we will video call them." Seungmin said, guiding Felix to his bed. They both sit on the bed before dialing Hyunjin's number.
(Baby, you need anything?)
"Are you still with the gang?"
(Yeah, why?)
"Felix want to see Changbin Hyung."
(And?)
"Video call obviously."
(Fine, calm down.) Hyunjin chuckled making Seungmin roll his eyes.
Seungmin ended the call and after how many minutes Hyunjin face time him. Seungmin answered the video call and give the phone to Felix.
"I'll leave the both of you. I will just go at the garden." Felix nod so Seungmin get out of the room and go to the garden.
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Happy 2nd Anniversary Stray Kids. It's already been two years since I met you all and I'm happy to celebrate your 2 years in the K-Pop industry. And this is the 1st year without him but it's ok, I know all of you still supporting him. And last night, Chan's Vlive really shoot me in the heart. But we need to be happy because it's their 2nd Anniversary and I know Chan wants us to move on but sorry Chan, I think I'm still not ready buy I know I will someday.
I love you guys and Happy 2nd Anniversary again. Stays love you. Love lots~
And to Stay, have a great day and don't get sick ok? Love y'all.
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FanfictionEven if you want to hold on, if you don't have any choice. You will choose to let go than to hold on. [English] - COMPLETED LEVANTER Date started: 2019년 11월 10일 Date ended: 2020년 04월 23일
