"The day which we fear as our last, is but the birthday of eternity." -Lucius Annaeus Seneca
I don't know how people cope with things like this.
I can be fine one minute, and then the next there is a pain in my chest.
Losing someone is something I imagined I'd never have to deal with.
But death is inevitable, and you just have to think of it as a test.
Whether it be a test of faith, or something entirely different.
They say there is always a reason for something like this happening.
But with someone as unhinged as I am,
This kind of thing is way too overly saddening,
I don't know what I can do, to make anything better.
I don't know how to make any of this... just go away.
I know everyone says, "Time heals all wounds,"
But what do I do, and what else can I really say?
I know I can move on eventually, or I could feel okay one day.
But you'll never be here again, you'll never say my name again.
I'm fighting a daily battle with my brain, and with my feelings.
And I hate to say it, but this time... I don't think I'm going to win...
YOU ARE READING
Where Will I Go Without You?
PoetryI just needed another kind of outlet for my depression, and coping with a loss. I don't have any other outlets, besides writing.
