Written Works

An Open Letter : For the person who loved me (Part 1)

I hope you're doing well, happy with your life and work, hoping you found the right person, the one who would love you back.

Remembering me must be painful, I may be the worst person you've loved, I've rejected you many times and ignored your messages but believe me, I appreciate everything you've done.

I sincerely thank you for everything. I really appreciate your patience, honesty and kindness. It must be hard for you to please me, but you've endured it for a long time. Thank you for remembering my birthday, giving me small things that matters a lot. For keeping in touch with me when we got separated chasing our dreams. But I haven't seen those efforts you've made for me before and I regret it.

I've become selfish just because I loved another man, a temporary man who never had the patience like you. I have wronged you, I left you hanging and never even bother to speak to you. I always turn my back on you. I hurt you so much that I myself have been regretting it.

If I had the chance to turn back time, I wouldn't be the same girl, the shy girl who doesn't know how to deal with and approach her suitors.

When we meet again, may you not remember me as the girl who have turned you down. May you not acknowledge me as a stranger, passing through me, never even bother looking back. May you remember me as a friend whom you've known even for a short period of time.