Written Works

An Open Letter : For the person who loved me (Part 2)

Scrolling through my phone,
Reading our old conversations..
It makes me smile, how caring and annoying you are, how long your patience is. And it makes me wonder why I didn't chose you that time. Why did I turn you down? Why did I ignore you when in fact we can be friends.
Now that you have found/yet to know someone, I'm pretty confused about my emotions. Why? I don't know. Is this jealousy or regret?

I'm glad that you're happy now. Don't worry, I know my place, there's no chance for me in your heart anymore, but I'm glad that the pain I've given you have mold you and made you stronger than who you are before. It's not me who can bring you back into pieces again, because somehow, something inside me is broken as well. It's not because I love you, but because I haven't got the chance to love you. You are a man with a good heart, you have that sincerity only true man can possess.

I apologize for all the things I've done before and I never regret to have met you even in that short period of time. I know I would be able to find someone but for now I must focus on completing myself in Christ that I can be "The One" to that someone.

If you've read this, please know that I sincerely appreciate everything. Thank you for being part of my life and Goodbye.