Say You Love Me ~ Larry Stylinson ~MPREG

Chapter 3

WARNING:  there is mention of  abuse in this chapter i will not write the whole thing  in detail i dont like that but just to give an idea its in  the FLASHBACK section when you get there you will understand why just sorry if you dont like that you can skip the flashback section

the following morning louis gets up and starts to get ready for his day as he puts his grandmothers and moms pictures back where they go and soon get the bus to school and when he gets there he goes to class and soon is taking the bus to the coffee shop and walks in and liam can tell that some thing is off with him

"Louis" liam says as he calls him into his office

"yeah" louis says

"what is wrong boo" liam says

"i had a dream of when nana passed away and i just been having an off day" louis says " i am trying to be happy but today is just an off day"

"you want to take my car and visit your mom and nana" liam asks

"can i please" louis says as the tears start to fall as liam takes out his keys and gives them to louis

"you want me to come with" liam says

"no i want to be alone" louis says as he walks out of the coffee shop and goes to the near by flower shop and gets louis grandmother and his moms favorite flowers as he goes to the cemetery and finds where the plots where his mom and grandparents were burried as he starts to clean the headstones and moves the weeds and puts the fresh flowers in the flower holders "mommy i need you so much i remember talking to you and you always knew what i needed to hear to make a decision and now i feel so alone i know i have liam but its not same but i do talk to momma payne alot and she helps but its not the same mommy i miss you soo much i get so overwhelmed and i want to quit but all of this i am doing for you i am living this life for the two of us i promise to make you proud mommy i miss you please watch over me all 3 of you" louis cries out as he lays down as he stares at the sky and sees 3 white doves as he continues to talk and telling his mom everything that has been going on as as he starts to cry and a few hours later he sits up and wipes the tears "thank you for listening to me i love you all" louis says as he places a kiss on the tombstone and feels much better and calls liam

"lou you ok buddy" liam says

"yeah much better after my talk with mom and nana" louis says "are you still at the store"

"no i came home but take my car to zayn he is still there" liam says

"ok, thank you so much for letting me see my mom" louis says as he drives to the coffee shop and parks the car and goes inside and gives the keys to zayn

"you ok" zayn says

"yeah much better just missing mom and nana" louis says as zayn hugs louis tightly

"come on i will take you home" zayn says

"thank you" louis says as they get in liams car and zayn drives to louis apartment

"just get in bed and get some sleep dont worry about your school work" zayn says

"ok thank you" louis says as he goes into his apartment and takes a shower and gets into bed and falls asleep and the next morning louis gets up and goes to school and after school louis gets back to the coffee shop

"you feel better" liam says

"yeah thank you" louis syas

"anytime you want to talk about it" liam says

"we can talk when you drive me home i promise" louis says

"well lets get to work" liam says as they get to the counter and start working and when they were done liam drives louis home as louis starts to tell liam about everything he has been feeling but leaving out harry "how do you feel"