Patron of suicide

Deku?

I heard a voice behind me, it was gruffy so when I turned I felt my eyes widen, why did he feel familiar? Without thinking a word came out my mouth like on instinct

"kacchan?"

I was suprised so was he, then I saw he had two small folded paper on his hand, one was covered with blood and the other was clean, and he was crying, he started to walk to me and hugged me tightly like I was going to disappear if he didnt he kept mumbling 'sorry' to me, I didnt know why, but something compelled me to say outloud

"I forgive you"

He looks at me and I smile, he gives a teary smile to me too and he says "im so fucking sorry de-izuku, if I just kept my mouth shut, if I just didnt have a big fucking ego then things would have been different, we could have been friends still, we could have become the worlds greatest heroes, I wish I could just turn back time- WAIT how are you still alive?! Ive been in the roof alot of times already but this is the first time I saw you?!"

"truthfully kacchan I dont know either" I said

"what?" kacchan asks

"I dont really remeber much but I get flashbacks sometimes, can you tell me about myself kacchan? How was I when I was still alive?"

Kacchan took a deep breath "izuku you died in the third year of middle school, were- we used to be bestfriends, you called me kacchan because you had trouble pronouncing my name, katsuki bakugo, we've been together for so long, heck, even as babies, but when I got my quirk and you didnt, my ego got bigger, so I started bullying you, thinking about it now I guess I was an asshole even as a kid, Im really sorry izuku, I tried to the anger management class because it felt like it was the only was I could start repenting"

"its okay kacchan, but I have a question" I said

"what?"

"why does that othet note with blood feel familiar? And whats that other note for"

Kacchan was shocked and then he looked grim and laughed a bitter laugh "youre still very observant like always izuku, the one in blood was your suicide note, the other is and will be...

My suicide note"

Cliffhanger!!!! I ran out of ideas! Sorry