Patron of suicide

Shadow Of His Past

Im just waiting here soo bored its been two weeks since ive helped that girl named ibara now Im still not sure what I can do all I know is that I think I died here in the roof and I cant eat or sleep or even get tired soo Im just really bored...

til the door unlocked...

then everything went black...

I heard some crying inside this small house so I decided to go in...

I saw a guy with a bird head, he seems to be a middle schooler but the more I look the more I realized...

he was crying...

and he was cutting himself...

as well as there was shadow in the other side of the room...

"hey..." they both looked at me

?? pov

what?! who said that I looked at where that sound came from and saw a boy with both green hair and eyes and white beautiful wings with small parts that are gone...

to say he looked majestic...

but how did he get here?

"hey are you okay?"it asked

wait why do I feel like ive seen him before...

WAIT! it's the kid in the news who commited suicide which caused an uproar to all quirkless people!but isn't he dead?!

"h-how are you still alive?"??? "hmm what do you mean?" "y-you're the Izuku midoriya who died just some weeks ago and caused the uproar of all quirkless! every quirkless knows you and praise you for how you tried to save that hostage from the sludge villain and was told quirkless you inspired people even though you commited suicide!!!"??? "wait so my name is midoriya izuku and I helped people"now named as izuku "basically yes"??? 

izuku pov

well now that I know my name and what I did I still don't know my past "well since you know my name what's yours?" "tokoyami fumikage"" oh nice to meet you and if you don't mind me asking, what is that shadow across the room and why are you cutting?" 

tokoyami pov

I feel like I should tell him"that there is my quirk dark shadow he mostly stays away after the incident 5 years ago... hey will you listen to me and won't judge my mistakes" "of course" he smiles brightly 

"well 5 years ago while me and dark shadow were in  our room I heard a loud bang and saw something I wish I could unsee... it was a guy who was holding my mother by the neck he was drunk and was slowly removing my mother's clothes, blinded with rage me and darkshadow attacked and killed the guy unaware we had a smile on our face but when we finally came back to our senses and saw our mother with a traumatise look on her face, and what we, I had done... the guys head was on my hand separated from the body... and now because of that our mother is now to afraid to talk to us,all she does now is leave us food on the table as early as she can to avoid any interactions, and it hurts knowing she hates us tho no one actually knows this incident I still get mocked because of my bird head and how Im a freak of nature, well that's it and thank you for listening it actually helps"

izuku pov

I listened to every detail and thought he is not a freak sure he is different but for me there is no term weird in my vocabulary only unique " you know tokoyami- kun there is no such thing as weird only unique, you're quirk doesn't define you nether are your looks, and I'm sure your mom doesn't hate you, sure maybe shes a bit scared, but shes not scared of what you did, but what she couldn't do when she was there" I then heard a small click" and I'm pretty sure now she knows how you feel hearing your side of the story""what?"he asks

the door opens and we see tokoyamis mom (just imagine black hair with the arms looking like wings and red eyes sorry can't find a pic)

3rd pov

"M-mom?!" tokoyami "I-Im sorry I neglected you toko but I was just scared that you might think that I was a useless mother, I-I couldn't even have the guts to comfort you even though you were sad I-Im so-sorry for being a useless mother!!!" she then falls to the floor and cries "n-no its fine mom I-I know you're still the b-best I-I still-love you!" tokoyami falls and hugs his mom " come here dark shadow you are also part of the family" his mom says dark shadow comes over and hugs them as well and says "I-Im sorry for being a monster!" "don't you ever say that again shadow you are a son to me like toko!" they all cry and fall asleep "thank you midoriya san but I also know they will forget you, but I won't, Im sorry but I cant tell them about you as well because your purpose will always work this way, just, thank you for fixing thei- My family" dark shadow smailes then goes back inside tokoyami.

before Izuku could respond he was blinded by a flash of light and here he was...

back on top of the roof...

bored.

God this is my longest chapter made thanks for reading