High School Endings

Chapter 3

Naomi mason

"What do you mean your not going to Craig's party tomorrow! What the heck nay?!" Amber screamed whisper to me. We were in the library because we had study Hal and didn't feel like being there. So we escape to the library. I was trying to read a book but amber kept screaming at me.

I put my book down "honesty it's not that big of a deal and I rather be with randy then go to some party which he has like every Friday." I stated

"Okay but its the biggest one of the year and you can spend any other weekend with him." She said

"Amber I barely saw hi this summer and we barely ever get any alone time together. We need this." I told her

"So your going to have sex then." She raised her eyebrow at me

I rolled my eyes at her picking my book up from the table.

"I don't know what we're going to do." I said without looking at her concentrating on my book

"Oh please of course you guys are going to do that. Why wouldn't you? I mean you guys are going to be alone."

"Okay but we could do other things other than sex." Still not looking from my book

She scoffed "like what?"

"Um bonfires, watching movies, roasting marshmallows, going on hikes, go to the lake. See that's plenty if things to do and there might be more." I said

"Okay Naomi you have fun roasting marshmallows." Amber leaned back on her chair laughing

I put my book down glaring at her "okay there is more to life than partying. I actually have a life and a boyfriend I love."

"Okay I love Craig and I have a life." She protested

"Okay that is total bullshit. You don't love him. You may think you love him but you basically only use him for sex. Who does that? And you cheat on him at every possible moment you can and he doesn't even know. Plus you bullshit in school. You have all D's and F's and you will be lucky to have one see and I try to help you but you don't want it. All you do is drink, smoke and party and have sex with anyone. If you call that a life than I must not have one." I breathed

She stared at me shock that I manage to say all that stuff to her but it was true. She my best friend and I love her but she really needs to think about her life. I'm worried for her.

"Well not everyone is like you Naomi." She said emotionless

I raised my eye brow at her "what is that suppose to mean?"

"You're really smart. You get all A's and you are amazing at soccer. You have colleges lined up for you, wanting you to play on their team. You have an amazing boyfriend who risked everything to be with you. You have literally everything Naomi and so much more coming your way."

"But two parents.." I said quietly

"What?"

"I said but two parents." I looked straight at her "my mom died when I was 11. Those were the best years of my life till she got token away from me. My dad hated me all my life and didn't want me around. I spent my whole life till he died to try and please him on what talent I had and maybe change his mind. You have two parents who do anything for. The spoil you and you don't appreciate anything they do for you but not all people are lucky like that. So why don't I have that? Why don't at least have my mom here." I got up grabbing my stuff. I couldn't bare this conversation "so no I don't have everything and as far I know I had to work my ass off to get where I am."

She opened her mouth to say something but closed it.

I hate talking about my mom to people. It just gets me so upset.