Chapter nine

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Mike POV
Dear, diary
Today was messed up, I found out my Twin Richie was gay. I didn't expect that after all them mom jokes and sex jokes. I love him, he's the Walmart version of me. I think I might like Will Byers. This is all new to me especially since I used to be homophobic. I fucked up, I will never have a chance with Will because I bullied him for like our whole lives. I wish I wasn't so harsh on El. The way I treated her was messed up. She was a lesbian and was scared to come out to me because I was homophobic. I feel like a monster. Max hates me that why she won't let will hang out with me. Fuck my life. What could possibly go wrong. Oh yeah, I can't play at the game tomorrow for kissing El in the girl's restroom now Troy is gonna take over. I need to fix this, all of it.

My list to fix everything I fucked up
1. Apologize to El be more understanding.
2. Try to talk things out with Max and Will
3. Spend time with Richie(hasn't spend much time with him In months)
4. Come out to my family.
5. Tell Will how I feel.


Just in case my family don't support me list.
- take college saving and richie's to buy, two bedroom apartment for me and Richie.
- pack load of clothes, essentials,and books to keep me entertained.
- let Richie move in with me.

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