🔞 #1 btssmut
"Where's your breakfast Namjoon?" Asked Yoongi.
"Oh here it comes" he smiled wide as a server brought over the silver covered tray and lifted the shiny lid.
"A pink cupcake?" Everyone looked at Namjoon.
"I'm going to marry this cu...
Swipe for soundtrack (Shawn Mendes - Mercy acoustic)
~💎~
A blur, that's what my life is like now, a long fuzzy blur, exams are done and graduation is over. It's been 4 weeks since I last saw everyone together.
Today is my wedding day
I am not excited, nor thrilled about the day arriving, the anger I feel in the pit of my stomach is almost ready to release everything I had for breakfast this morning all over my poor bridesmaid.
I'm nauseous and nervous, living up to my father's expectations, today in front of everyone.
"I don't think I can go out there" mindlessly babbling to myself.
"Listen you little bitch, I have worked too hard and too long to get you into this family, you will not back out now" Mrs Park grabs me by the forearm and throws me on to the floor, "My family has worked tirelessly for centuries for all that we have, and poof up in smoke because of my husbands gambling debt" she sneered.
Mrs Park only wanted Jimin to marry me for my family's wealth, her husband's debts and her overzealous spending caused their family heirlooms and antiques to be taken away and held until they could pay the debt. I seriously wasn't surprised at all, it's the aim of the game in this high society, with money comes respect and power.
She claps her hands as a team of assistants enters the luxurious suite, placing down the tools to prepare me for the day that every girl apparently dreams about.. sigh.
Happy birthday Y/N On the worst day of your life
~💎~ NAMJOON
How can I?
How can I just stand here and watch the love of my life, stand at that altar and get married to him?
Him, who isn't me.. He, who doesn't love her.
The giant doors open wide and she steps out and she looks so beautiful, she's the embodiment of ethereal, as she walks through the mahogany and gold encrusted doors, the light from the windows flows along her veil, black raven curls and milky skin, bathed in white drapes of lace.
My heart bursts, when I see her walk down the aisle, in my direction, but not to me. I feel like I'm having a heart attack, I want to run away with her, forever just her and I—I can't.
Stop the wedding please
Jungkook squeezes my shoulder reassuring me, getting me to try and relax, stop being selfish Namjoon, This is what she has chosen, you must respect her decision, let her go.
Please stop
She comes to the front of the aisle linked with her father, gathered in front of friends, family and alumni. Jimin lifts up her veil and she's breathtaking, an angel...
It hurts
A vision of everything I could have ever hoped and dreamed for, but it wasn't to be.
A single teardrop falls from her eye, vows gracefully flow out of her mouth as the tear flows down her cheek. I watch the tear fall from her jaw line to the ground, I look back up at her.
She stands there with her head held high, for duty, for family, for tradition, unmoving, no emotions, just that one single tear.
I just want to take her in my arms, away from all of this, hold her, kiss her, even if it's just a second.
I notice her hands are shaking, and she's gripping her dress tightly, she doesn't want this but she doesn't speak, she doesn't protest.
she says 'I do"
The reception is bustling with hundreds of people, easy to hide myself from Y/N, I don't want her to be sad, even though I'm required to be here via invitation, I knew she wasn't the one who had invited me.
Adora stuffed her face with food, jabbed on to her friends, holding onto my arm, I was playing babysitter, I had to make sure she stayed away from Y/N too.
"Y/N's dress is ugly.. I hate it, she has no taste at all." Adora scoffed.
"I heard her father picked it, and it's worth more than your house Adora" a wide smirk from Y/N's bridesmaid.
"I heard she was sick all morning" says another guest.
"Good" smirked Adora as she huffed off away from her friends.
"I hate to admit it, but she does look peaky" says Y/N's bridesmaid.
"Excuse me— did you say Y/N was sick?" I asked.
"Well She was in the bathroom a lot after breakfast and before— I think it was just wedding nerves" She replies.
My chest constricts, thinking how stressed she has probably been over the past few weeks, final exams and the graduation ceremony, then she moved back in with her Aunt.
Now my life will be without her.
Happy birthday Namjoon On the worst day of your life
~💎~
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
