Insecurites E.D(imagine)

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Request: Could you make a insecurity one when y/n is feeling bad about her chubby tummy and Ethan comforts her and tries to make her happy and laugh?🥺👉🏼👈🏼
Warnings: fluff, angst, insecure, and sensitive.
Requested by @1-800-uneedthejisoos
A/n: I'm sorry if this is shitty

I have been feeling really bad about myself lately. Just wanting to cover my body with hoodies, Not leaving the house as much. I felt really fat, like I can't do noting to stop myself from gaining weight. I've always wondered why Ethan was even with me. Why would he want a chubby girl like me. He deserves better then what I can offer him.

I'm just a boring person who likes to be me more alone than socialize with anyone. Before Ethan I had no one. At least now I have Grayson, My best friend, and Ethan. That still doesn't help change the way I feel. To tell you the truth, yes I am happy, the problem is just...me.

I got out if our shared bed walking to the mirror. I just stood there disgusted with my appearance. I heard shuffling, I turn around to see Ethan woke up. He looks at me smiling, but once he saw my face he looked at me with worried eyes.

"Baby what's wrong" he worriedly asked. Before I knew it tears were coming out of my eyes. I tried to wipe them away, but they kept on falling. I stood there crying uncontrollably not knowing how to stop. Ethan stood up from the bed, cane towards me, and held me in his arms. I start crying even harder.

"B-Baby p-please tell me w-what's wrong" his voice cracked. I looked up at him to see tears threatening to get out.

"Ok..." I take a few seconds to collect myself, "so I've been feeling a little down lately. Like I would just think a lot of negative things. Like y/n why are you so fat, stop eating pig, those shorts make you look so ugly, cover your self up hoe, stop eating or else he won't love you anymore, or other shit" he grabbed my hand putting it on his cheek. I felt hot tears on my hand. I started breaking down again. Crying with him.

"Y/n, princess, never think that shit ever again. You are perfect just the way you are. There is not one thing that I don't love about you. You're body, smile, lips, curves, and hair. You are the most beautiful person that I have met. I love you so fucking much. I will never stop loving you, ok. Me and you baby forever. And I love how you're more thicker than most of the girls. That's just means that you are just as beautiful as them. Never ever think less of yourself again, ok. And if you do, just know that I'm here for you." He cried a little more harder. I looked at him with a smile on my face.

This was the first time he told me he loved me. I pulled him in for a kiss. It wasn't out of lust, but love. I pulled away while smiling really wide.

"I love you so fucking much e, you don't know how long I've been waiting to tell you that." He looked at me with a really wide smile, pulling me in for a huge hug.

"Now let's go get breakfast, ok mi amor. I'll do whatever you want to do today. Today's gonna be your day. I love you mi bonita princesa." He sweetly smiled. I then suddenly was picked up and put over his shoulder. I was laughing telling him to put me down. He put me down on the cold table.

We were both laughing really hard. Then Ethan went in for a kiss. I leaned in too, cussing us to kiss. Sweet, but passionately. We both pulled away getting ready to make food.

I randomly looked at him, smiling a true smile, "I love you Ethan" I randomly blurted out.

"I love you too, now let's get ready to start the day."

The End
A/n: most of the things said here are what I've been feeling for the past few months. My mental health is so bad, but I'm trying my hardest to not give up just yet.
-Keisi ❤️

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