Dolan Twins One Shots (DISCONTINUED)

Blue jeans g.d

Summary: y/n is having flashbacks of her and Grayson when they were together.

Word Count: 1.3K words

Warnings: ANGST, ALCOHOL, mentions of smut, FLASBACKS,

Inspired by Lana Del Rey's song blue jeans

dt's: Dolanscollarbone 830-CHOKE-THAT-HOE TooWeird-ToDie  aexoticgrant

You know I always thought that him and I were meant to be. I thought that I would finally get my happy ending. Well that all changed once he left through that door. It's been 1 year later and I still feel empty. Like I lost a piece of myself.

I moved out of the house I once called a home. Now it's just a house that I remember sharing memories with the one person who I thought was my end game. It's funny how we went from strangers to friends, to lovers, to ex lovers. A part of me will always love him. Even after what he did.

We started dating in junior year. He asked me out in front of the whole school. He was the "bad boy" of the school while I was just the quiet shy girl. We met through mutual friends and then soon became friends. And after being friends for 6 months i started to realize how much of a good person he actually is.

He isn't some "bad boy" people call him. He actually had a heart and he was very sweet.

"You know you're actually a very sweet person, right?" I told him while laying my whole body on his bed.

"Oh really" he coed, before laying down next to me, so close that our hands slightly touched.

"Yeah" I soon turned around and my breath hitched when I realized how close we really were. He looked into my eyes and brought up his hand to move the piece of hair that fell out of my ponytail. My heart was beating so fast and it felt like he could hear my heart beating.

"Y/n have I ever told you how pretty you are" Grayson questioned. I shook my head no, "y/n you're really pretty." He started learning in more closer.

"T- thank you" I muttered out staring to feel nervous. He was getting so close that our lips slightly touched. I was fighting the urge to kiss him. I was also finding myself to lean in too.

"Dolan" I whispered, "hm" he mumbled, "kiss me" that's when I felt it. His lips were so soft and plump, I didn't want the feeling to end.

It hurts when I remember all the good times I had with him. Ugh it's been a whole year and I still fucking love this kid. The smell of his woodsy like cologne still lingering the house. The house I only go to visit once a month.

Me and him just thought different. I told him that we could find other ways to make money, but he always told me that the faster way to make money was to join a gang. I begged him not to join the gang, that it was going to risk our future daughter, but he didn't listen.

He told me that he was gonna come back on Monday. I was waiting there like an idiot thinking he was gonna come home. He actually never did and the worst part is that he left me. He left me alone to care for a baby that was soon to be born. I was devastated when I found out that he wasn't coming home.

So what better way to make me feel better was by drinking. I took the tequila out of the cabinet. I popped it open and started drinking.

"Who is that" I pointed towards the guy who was wearing blue jeans and a white shirt. My friend looked at where I pointed, "oh that's Grayson Dolan" she responded. I kept on staring at him. I was really intrigued by him. Then another person came into the class. He looked just the same as the other guy called Grayson Dolan.

"Now who's that" I pointed to the guy who looked just like Grayson Dolan, "oh that one is Ethan Dolan. Grayson's twin and best friend" she then went back to her work. I still stared at Grayson. I just couldn't take my eyes off of him.

I started chugging more of the tequila not really caring anymore. They took him away from me. They made him who he is today. And I'll probably never see him again.

"Hey baby" Grayson came closer to me and kissed me on the cheek. I turned around giving him a peck on the lips, "hey bub" he then took my books out of my hands helping me bring them to the class me and him were going to.

"Ugh when will these fucking memories stop" I shout as I start crying heavily. I miss him so much it hurts. These memories are making me go insane.

"Grayson can you come in here" I yell from the bedroom. He shortly comes in and then freezes with his jaw wide open, "baby what is this all about" he asks while looking me up and down.

" I got it just for you" I wink. I then slowly start going towards him, "y/n I love this on you, but it will be better on the floor" he smirks. I giggle, "so why don't you just take it off of me then."

"Oh mamas you don't have to tell me twice" he unclipped my bra letting it slide down my shoulders.

The sex was always amazing. The way he made love to you made you feel really special. Everything was amazing, until.

"Y/n I have to leave. In order to start my life over again." I look at him like he's crazy, "w-what do you mean" I stuttered, "I mean like just take a break from... us"  I was trying to not let the tears come out. That hurt a lot, "no please stay here, we don't need no break we can work it out" I beg getting on my knees, not caring how weak I looked right now.

"I'm sorry baby but I have to leave right now" he kissed my lips. I tasted the salty tears that were coming out of his eyes. It was a mixture of my tears and his. He let go before giving me a huge kiss before leaving.

Once I heard the door close I let out the biggest scream going down to the floor feeling my heart break.

I didn't think that was going to be the last time I saw him. I really thought he was gonna come back on Monday just like he promised me. You know we were gonna start a family. I mean I was only 21 at the time he decided to leave me. Estrella (star) grew up without a dad. She's actually 6 months old right now.

I wished he would just come back to us. Estrella needs her daddy. I've been working two jobs just so I can have enough money for me and my daughter. I then started remembering the first time we said I love you to each other.

"Hey Dolan stop" I start laughing as he's tickling me. He then stops looking down at me. I look up at him feeling my heart start beating. He was hovering over me, " y/n I love you" he then smiled. I looked at him shocked before smiling back, "I love you too gray" he and I both leaned in kissing so passionate.

That day he made love to me. For the first time. It was honestly one of my favorite days. I put the bottle of tequila in the cabinet. Luckily estrella was already sleeping peacefully in her crib. I then heard a knock.

I walked up to the door to open it not expecting who was in front of me right now.

"Hey Princess"

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a/n: I finally got an idea. It's inspired by the song blue jeans by Lana Del Rey. Honestly this song is my childhood. So uhh I hoped you enjoyed it babies.
Love, keisi