Alone

2: you're a hoe. pt 1

It's been three days since the club incident and I've decided to take a break from these niggas. After that night, I felt weird about wanting to pursue anything sexual with anyone else for a minute.

I am not about to be acting bonkers over some dick, okay?

Instead, I've decided to focus on myself more and started to invest my time in things like painting, finding new music, and watching YouTube videos. Yeah it's only been a week, but hey. I think im doing myself a huge favor.

Brent did end up texting me last night though. He asked me if I wanted to have dinner with him sometime this weeknd. Of course I said yes. Even thought it's fuck these niggas right now, I can't let that stop me from wanting to get to know Brent. Maybe when I'm out of my phase I can actually build something with him.

If..that's what he wants, of course.

Since my brother Jonte is in town and wants to spend the night with me tonight, I agreed to go out with Brent tomorrow. I want to enjoy my friday night with Jonte since I never get to see him.

"Papasssss?" I called out to my bunny. It's crazy because this bunny really acts like he's a dog. He's super friendly and he just likes to hop around the house. He also gets super excited whenever I call his name.

Papas comes and runs up behind my leg. I pick him up gently and start to walk around. I set my phone on the counter and FaceTimed Jonte.

"Yeah wasup Jade?"

"Hey Jojo. What time was you coming by? And whatchu want to eat?"

"I'm actually in the city right now but I wanted to hang with a friend before I came. I think we finna eat so you don't have to cook me anything! I'll be there before 10."

"Friend who?"

"None of yo business nosey!"

"Ight Jonte. Don't be getting no bitches pregnant! Cause we aint raising no ba-"

This nigga just hung up on me. Ain't that some shit.

As I look down at Papas, I can't help but think about when I first got him. My mom bought him about 3 years ago and he was originally supposed to be Jonte's. After my mom got locked up, Jonte and I had to move out. Thankfully, Jonte only had to stay with me over the summer before he started college. I do miss him a lot though. Even if he is annoying as hell.

I spent the rest of my evening playing with Papas, binge watching Grownish, and sleeping. I took a two hour nap and woke up to a missed call from Kamiyah, two texts from Will and a text from Brent.

Now, none of these hoes was concerned about me when I was up!

And why the hell is Will texting me. Im telling you, this nigga needs to leave me alone. He is so toxic and I am not in the mood for that anymore.

I mean, I know I'm toxic too though....

Which is why I'm going to text him back.

I know, I know. Don't judge me!

5:15pm
Will: Hey Jade... I wanted to apologize.

7:24pm
Me: Nigga over text? You got some nerve.

7:26pm
Will: Cmon baby lemme come over and make it up to you

7:33pm
Me: Im busy Will.

7:34pm
Will: Well look, I shouldn't have acted like dat at the club. I was in my feelings and it was childish of me to call you out like that. I'm sorry J.

7:39pm
Will: Cmon, don't do me like that😭

7:45
Me: Listen.. if all you want is pussy then that's fine, just say that. Cause allat actin like you my man and shit can go. I'm still single!