Things Change

Chapter 7

Scarlets POV

I'm done crying over Zayn I told myself once again. I've tried to convince myself over and over again that it's not worth it. but I feel as though I'm lying to myself. I don't even wanna think about it but it's hard to avoid the fact that the only 'friend' I had betrayed me and wasn't even a friend. The worst part? I loved that kiss....every second of it. the thoughts just made me burst into tears again

It's been 2 days but I still can't get over it. everyday I go to school people are making fun of me and the names are just getting worst. Even my moms beating got worse. yesterday she grabbed me by my hair and slammed my face to the wall so hard that I was surprised my nose didn't break but I ended but with a bust lip and a bloody nose.

I bet Zayn would think that was hilarious......

I turned on my TV to try to distract myself from Zayn because I really don't want to ruin the moments I have without my mom home crying over some idiot that I want to forget

Your lying to yourself

You still don't think Zayns a idiot

You want to cry over Zayn

You want to remember every moment you spent together

My subconscious kept eating me up. I really have to try my best to get over this. I turned on the TV right in time to watch the X-Factor. I've never really watched this show before but I know a lot of people find this show really addicting so why not?
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After watching the show for atleast 30 minutes my mind was cleared off of Zayn because I was blowned away by how good some of these performances were, and not to be mean it even made me laugh that some of these people thought they had a chance.

As soon as the commercial break started I pulled out my phone and checked my email. I always got spammed by random company's

"Hello my name is Zayn Malik"

My eyes flew to the television as I heard the all too familiar voice.

It's Zayn
My Za- no not your Zayn

Why is he on the X-factor? He never told me he can sing

But then again why would he? We never even had a real friendship it was all a game for him

He was talking to the judges and then he started singing "Let me love you" by Mario

Why that song?

Why is he singing the song we used to listen to all the time?

Did it mean anything to him?

No idiot your just overthinking it, it probably just got stuck in his head so he decided to sing it instead of memorizing another entire song.

What shocked me the most was how good his voice was. I'm more than sure he will get in. I mean he's terrific

He moved on so fast with his life.
Ugh I just freckin hate him!!
He ruined my damn life!
I kicked the table in frustration

Ok I'm really overreacting aren't I?

But I seriously don't even care at this point. let him think what he wants to that's his problem. I don't want nothing to do with his "badass" self anymore

He thought it was funny to make a fool out of me right? Well that's his opinion and he's entitled to his own wrong opinion I don't even care. people better not tell me nothing about him tomorrow or I swear to god I will...

Zayns POV

I'm in a boyband!!
Oh shit I thought the people in school would think I'm so sad...now There gonna think I'm some lame boy in a boyband

But it's not as if I care

As I said I'm starting a new life.

With or without Scarlet

Wait why did I even have to think about Scarlet? Whatever ever since that kiss I've been so weird
But Scarlet shouldn't matter to me right now

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