Things Change

chapter 8

Scarlet pov

I woke up with my eyes and head hurting. My eyes were all puffy from crying my self to sleep and my head was just killing me. It felt like Simons was hitting me on the head with a hammer over and over again but that pain of my head was nothing compared to the pain that zayn made me feel.

I rolled out of bed and went in a shower. It was only five in the morning and I didn't leave my house until eight to go to school so I just stayed in the shower for ages.

I let the hot water trail down my body, burning some parts as it did so but i didn't care because it was relaxing.

The water could wash away the pain from my eyes but how I wish that it could wash away the pain from my heart.

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I was dressed in my school uniform and my hair was scraped back into a pony tail.

I really didn't want to go to school today. Even though zayn left ages ago, no one has still let the whole thing go. Everyday someone comments about what happened and they make up new names. They want to make my life a living hell and that is what they got.

They have no idea how many times I go to sleep and wish that I never woke up. It's almost every night.

I grabbed my school bag and walked out the house. Since my mother left to go and get something, she's hasn't come back. She'll be here in about a week but I wish it would be forever.

When I was almost at school, I walked past the place where we and zayn kissed.

I couldn't help but stop and look at the wonderful place. I loved this day, it was the day I had my first kiss but it was also the day I realised that I loved zayn. I didn't want to fall in love with zayn but I couldn't help it.

He was the only boy that showed me life but little did I know that it was all just a game that zayn was going to come top of. It was like a game of cat and mouse with us and I was the mouse.

I finally walked away from that place and it felt like I was leaving my heart behind.

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I put my books in a Locker as soon as the bell went for lunch.

I was hoping that I wouldn't bump into Derek or his friends because I really couldn't be assed with him and his friends that find happiness from others pain.

I was about to close my locker door but someone did it for me. I looked up waiting to see Derek but it wasn't him, it was a girl that I haven't seen before.

I couldn't help but look at her. She had jet black hair with red running through it. She had a short sleeved t-shirt on which was showing off her inked skin. She had dark makeup around her eyes and blood red lipstick. She was beautiful.

''Hey I'm angle'' she said.

Wow angle, that really didn't think that would be her name, I'm not being mean it's just me being judgmental.

''Hi angel I'm scarlet''

She must be new here because everyone at the school knows not to talk to me because I am just a sad girl that has no one in this world.

''Im new here, would you mind showing me about the place''?

''Sure angel''

As we walked around the school, we started talking and I found out so much about her. I found out that she loves twin Atlantic, Tom Odell and so much more.

I haven't heard of those bands before but when we sat down at a table, she let me hear there songs. They were actually really good bands.

''You should let me die your hair'' she said.

''Really''?

''Yes to black''

Zayn pov

''This isn't the end of one direction'' I said as the crowed cheered.

Me and the boys left stage and I couldn't help but feel a pain in my chest. I thought that we were going I win but we came third and I know that's better than nothing but I really wanted to win.

I started to cry. I couldn't hold in the tears anymore and I know I shouldn't be crying but I just can't... I just wanted this so badly.

Me and the boys were sitting back stage on the stairs were we did are video diaries, well apart from the last one.

Not one of us were talking. We were all just sitting crying together but I meant the words I said.

''This is the last of one direction'' I said.

They all looked at me and smiled weakly.

''One dream'' Niall said.

''One direction'' Louis said.

''The new boy band'' Liam said.

''That the world is going to know'' Harry said.

Little did I know that we were going to take over the music world and become the worlds biggest boy band.

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