Glass Heart || °K e l l i c°

5

January

Kellin

I sat myself on one of the stall in front of the counter beside Melanie and drank the coffee that Kyle had made for all of us. I yawned and walked over to the cafe entrance's door to flip the close sign to open.

My foot didn't move for a while and just stood there for a moment waiting for something to come, for somebody to come. A guy walked towards the door and saw me standing there. He thought that I would open it for him so he smiled and slowed his steps but then I found myself not actually caring to do anything but sat back down to my stall, slumping heavily.

I was waiting for Vic.

Where the fuck is he? I thought. I looked again around the cafe and settled my eyes on that one table. That one spot where Vic used to sit and being a creep watching over me. The past tense I used suddenly slapped me across the face, leaving a feeling I didn't knew I would ever have for Vic.

I missed him.

The last time I talked to him was when he said he'd text me. But as I waited and waited, I found myself not contacting him anymore and it seemed like I've never even known him, not that I knew him that much but still.

He rarely or should I just say never even step his foot to the cafe anymore ever since the incident happened and that was also where he started to become another person. He suddenly became the person he wasn't. The one who would come to the cafe and be a creep, the one who would text me and tease and annoy me continuously. He just suddenly became another new person. I missed him, not the other person he had become, but the person he was before he turned into this.

I didn't know why would he stop being himself after the incident. It was not even a big of a deal but I became concerned of what was up with him that time.

Even Mel and Kyle did too because obviously he wasn't talking to anybody as far as I remembered and there wasn't even a phone to indicate that maybe he was phoning someone. We tried to think of another reason why would he screamed like that. Mel teased that Kyle's coffee were too hot or didn't taste as right as how I'd usually make it for Vic since he requested that every time he ordered a coffee, he wanted me to do it for him. I did laughed at that but then it didn't stop my thoughts to continuously think and worried about him.

Mel and Kyle had moved on and stopped thinking about it and asked me to do the same too after they realised how it had affected me but guess what? I hadn't.

I texted him once or twice, not making it obvious that I suddenly became aware of his existence. Because I shouldn't. I shouldn't care if he was ever going to come to see me again or not. Why should I anyways?

Maybe I should. Maybe I should care why and what was happening to him. Why? Because, this feelings that I had for him obviously wouldn't sit right and stay put if I didn't care enough to know what was up with him.

I couldn't believe that I admitted that I liked Vic. I didn't know him, at least not properly. I just knew his name and that doesn't mean I could like him just like that, could I now?

I had talked about this with Melanie when she noticed that I had been looking for Vic. She was the one to noticed first that I had a feelings for him and that in the conclusion, I turned out to be gay. Of course at first, I denied that fact but this feelings I had for Vic obviously were saying otherwise and that I am gay as fuck for Vic.

Melanie had asked me to phone Vic since I told her that he wasn't replying any of my texts, which was actually not a single one except a text to see if it could be deliver and the other one was asking him if he was okey after he left the cafe and that was it.