Glass Heart || °K e l l i c°

8

March

Vic

It has been two weeks.

I've been ignoring Kellin for two weeks now. I'm not going to lie, it hurt so bad, to ignore him. I couldn't even get him out of my mind.

However, my egotistical self won.

I didn't want to talk to him after what he had done, on the day we were suppose to go out and have a date.

He ruined everything. How could he? He kissed his own ex in front of me? Even worse, a girl?!

So much of trusting him that he was gay, stalking and winning his heart. That was all going to waste now.

"Aren't you going to eat that?" Danielle stared at the plate of foods in front of me and then to my face. She had been taking a good care of me ever since I came to her door, crying.

I told her everything and she understood so she let me live with her for a little while since it was far from where I and Kellin lived. And plus, no one knew where Danielle live except Tony. So if Kellin found his way going here, I'll have to Kill Tony.

"Not hungry," I sighed and leaned back on my chair. I looked down and was about to shed a tear again when Danielle aggressively stomped the table with her hand. My eyes went wide and I glared at her and her hand.

"What the fuck was that for?"

"I don't like this attitude, Vic." She snapped.

I didn't answer and instead just looked back down and ignored what she had stated. Wow, was this all I was good at now? Being a bitch and all?

"Let me meet him, then," she finally spoke.

"W-what?"

"You hear me, Vic." her eyes glared into mine and I could feel the stab just by that glare. "Why do you want to?"

"Look what he had done to you, Vic. And look at what you're doing to your relationship. You both are so fucking stupid. When are this gonna stop if you keep on ignoring him? Is this how your relationships should work? For fuck sake, Vic. You love him so go to him and let him explain for once." At this point I could see the rage in Dani's face and to be honest, I was quite intimidated.

She sighed and stood up, walking away from the table to her room. "That's all I'll have to say. By now, you should know what to do and it's your choice so I'm going to give you space and time," she side glance me from her shoulder, before disappearing in her room.

Her words eventually crawled itself to my mind and made me think. It was kind of true, if I keep on being like this it will do nothing so I better go to my baby now.

-

"Vic! You're home!"

"Yeah, I'm sorry for leaving like that guys." I looked down on my feet and back to my two best friends.

"It's okey. You're here now," Tony smiled reassuringly. "Yeah, but it was kind of-"

"You stupid motherfucker how the fuck could you live us here, alone?" Hime came running out of his room and engulfing me in his death bear hug. I would've die if Tony didn't pull him away from me.

"You're such a dick! I swear to god I'm goin-" Hime began and took his shoe off and was about to hit me with it teasingly when Tony stopped him again, laughing along.

"Okey, jokes aside. What was that for, Vic?" Jaime settled beside me and lied down his head on my lap. "I mean, we know you were pissed and stuff but Dani's? Come on."

"I didn't know where else to go."

"You're right. But that's okey, you're home now, at least. Let's order pizzas or something and party here," Tony spoke. "At home." he pressed the word 'at home' and looked at Hime who was grinning at the word party.

"Have you guys heard anything from Kellin?" I mumbled, quite afraid to know what Kellin had been up to this past few weeks. He could've possible had moved on or..

The guys stopped whatever they were doing and shot a glance to me at the same time. I hate this. Something was wrong.

"What?" I asked slowly.

"I thought he had told you." Hime looked down. I never seen Jaime being like this. He never let a sad news bother him.

"I kind of turned off my phone while I was at Dani's. Why? What happened?" I asked impatiently, looking at Tony and Jaime every now and then desperately.

"Vic, he's at the hospital."

-

"Why the fuck didn't you tell me this?" I snapped in the car.

"Oh so you're gonna act like we didn't just left you thousands of messages and calls?" Tony rolled his eyes from the driver seat.

I sighed in defeat. I knew this was all my fault. Dani was right, I should've let him or give him a chance to explain what was happening.

Even if I clearly knew what was happening and could actually tell myself the situation from A to Z.

I ignored my negative thoughts. Maybe it was right that I saw everything. But I didn't know what Kellin's motive doing that. She could've maybe try to steal Kellin from me, which by the way, ain't going to happen

He's mine.

After a silent driving to the hospital, we arrived and that eventually made me stood here, next to Kellin's bed.

He was unconcsious, in a coma. I could have mistaken him being asleep if no one told me about him being in a coma.

From what they had told me, Kellin was drunk and no one knew that he was so he was left driving home in his drunken state. He was too intoxicated so he didn't really know what speed he was going for, which was too fast. Resulting in him crashing the car in front of his. His head was injured and tore open.

It was serious and I was so disappointed that I wasn't there to support him. Seeing him lying on the bed, not moving, made me cried. I didn't really care if my friends saw me crying now anymore.

It was Kellin that I cried for. I could've lose him even at any of these times and I was wasting the times by avoiding him.

And I don't want to lose Kellin.

I didn't want to lose the people that I loved so much, again.

-

"Where are we going, mom?"

"Why are we leaving Vic here?" I heard Mike asked, his lips were shaking as he spoke. I didn't want to see him cry or let him see me cry so I followed the woman that brought me to my bed.

I was sent to an orphanage. How? I don't even fucking know.

I couldn't believe that my family had the guts to separate me from Mike.

As they left, I looked them through the window. I saw Mike and he saw me too so our eyes met. He cried as I cried and that was the last time I've ever see him again..