Katsuki Bakugou Pov
I woke up from another bad dream about her. I was sweating while a tear rolled down my cheek. For some reason (y/n) won't leave my mind. I've had feelings for her since the beginning of the year, but they've seemed to have grown.
I walked to the station and got on the bus. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw her. She looked so peaceful while looking out of the train window. I kept looking at her from the corner of my eye, not wanting to catch her attention.
I was going to confess to her, but it's not like she'd ever like me back. We were close friends, but I doubted she'd have feelings for me. I haven't been the nicest, I've never bullied her, but I haven't been kind either.
"Katsuki!" she called to me in the usual happy voice. I smirked as she pushed past the others to stand by me. While walking over, the bus jerked and she fell forward. At these times, I was thankful for my fast reflexes. I caught her, just like in those cliche movies.
She got up with a blush and thanked me. I cursed at myself for ignoring her. I wanted to keep up my image, but I didn't want her to hate me, or leave me, ever.
Once we got to school, our classes went the same as usual and just as boring. She didn't seem to mind the classes and paid close attention while I paid close attention to her.
Kirishima knew about my crush on her but swore not to tell anyone. Once, when Kirishima was teasing me, Dunceface overheard and know he knows. I'm not sure if Raccoon eyes or Tape arms know, but I'd rather they didn't.
It got to lunchtime and the six of us say together. Mina started to tease me about random shit. The subject, for some reason, shifted to (y/n) and me. Racoon eyes started to tease me and (y/n) about how we would make the perfect couple.
She sat next to me and I felt her shift in her seat. I assumed that she was uncomfortable so I made a crude comment about how we were nothing alike and I would never date her.
I have to admit, the comment was quite mean and not even close to true. She stopped shifting and smiled at me. This smile seemed different than her usual one. It seemed fake and forced, it wasn't obvious, but I paid attention to the close thing.
Once lunch ended, and we both walked to class together, but she seemed off. It looked like she was hiding something, or she was sad, or maybe both. I brushed it off and we kept on walking.
Believe me, I wanted to confess to her, I wanted her to be mine. We sat back in class, and she was still the only thing that I could think about. "Bakugou, pay attention to the lesson," Mr. Aizawa reprimanded, I just growled and looked at the board.
school ended in about two hours, two excruciating hours. It was time for hero training and we were just doing sparing. I walked up to (y/n) to try and be her partner, but shitty icy hot beat me to it.
I felt like blowing up that freezer burn, but I would just make everything worse. I almost exploded when he touched her. His intentions weren't sexual, but that knockoff Elsa needs to keep his hands to home.
It was time to switch partners, and I practically blew up. (y/n) agreed to be my partner and we spared. We both had fire-related quirks so it was going on for a while, but the more time with her, the better. After a while, we were both sweating like crazy, but I ended up winning in the end. (Your quirk is the same as Dabi's)
I had to admit, she was really strong, and her fire was extremely hot, but I won because of a mistake. If I spoke honestly, we both had the same amount of power, she won some of the times we sparred, and so did I.
(y/n) looked at me with a glimmer in her eye as soon as I helped her up. I was probably blushing, but you couldn't tell. It was time to switch partners so I had to pair with shitty hair and she paired with Deku. I wasn't worried though since he wasn't that big of competition.
We both won our matches and that was the end of the training. Once we got back to class, we packed our bags and it was time to leave. I walked with (y/n) to the station since we lived near each other.
We had been pretty close since childhood. She was one of the only extras I could actually tolerate, It would kill me if she left. Once we got onto the train, she gave me another smile. Normally her smiles would make my heart melt, but not today. It all seemed fake and forced, still, like she was hiding something.
I left it alone again and we rode the train in silence. She pulled out her phone and started texting other people in the class. I couldn't care less until she started texting that damn Icy Hot. "Why the fuck are you texting that shithead?" I asked, she scowled at me and looked back to her phone. "we're planning on training later today, why? are you jealous?" she said while wiggling her eyebrows. I gave her a disgusted look and yelled, "do whatever the fuck you want with that shithead, I don't care!", she gave a laugh, one that still looked fake.
everyone on the bus looked at us and scowled. We got off at our stop and walked home together since we lived pretty close. I said goodbye to her and turned the corner. I had no idea how fast my heart was beating until I left. It felt like It was going to beat out of my chest but I didn't care.
While walking, still, the only thing I could think about was her. I was probably going to ask her out next year, so I had time to do better. She did deserve the best after all.
I walked into the house and walked up to my room, still thinking about her. I mean, it seems like that's all I do, 24/7.
A/N: Hey, I hope you enjoyed this story so far. If you haven't already, go check out my other one. When I post, I'll post the next six chapters. There will be a chapter like this In Katsuki's Pov every 5 chapters. Again I really hope you enjoyed and I hope you have a great rest of your day/night.
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