Whats left in this cruel world?

Can I really forget these feelings?

Hey guys I hope you liked the last chapter again I hate it when people misspell certain things so If I misspell something I am super sorry :/.

        MIKASA POV

'Its been two months since me and jean have started dating, and to be honest he isn't as great I thought him to be.' I sighed and left a note on the counter for jean to read I didn't feel like dealing with his shit right now. See the thing is jean has been a complete asshole over the past month, ever since he moved in. He only wants to make out the whole day and if he doesn't get that he is just yelling at me about how hard his life is dating me.. I honestly don't know why I put up with it today would be a bad day anyway it is my birthday..

3rd pov again :)

Eren has been counting down this day for about a week now he couldn't possibly forget mikasa's birthday, he may have been an idiot when it came to things like this but he treasured the day he put a scarf around her neck. (for the sake of me not knowing when mikasas actual birthday is im just going to say it was on that day eren saved her) although he hasn't seen mikasa since the day he left the house that mikasa and jean currently live in he still loved mikasa everyday for two months he wish it all never went down like that.  He looked everywhere but he finally found the perfect scarf to put on mikasa for her birthday, he hoped it would kind of start as a tradition the scarf he picked out was the same color she wears. As eren was heading out to start traveling over to mikasas place he managed to see her looking around the bakery that was just next to his house.

' well now is as good time as any i suppose' eren began jogging over mikasa yelling to get her attention. "hey eren it's been awhile heh" "yeah sorry its just been kind of hard to work up the nerve to come talk to you afer that night, i wish it never happened like that you know?" mikasa smiled faintly "yeah can we go back to friends?". It kind of crushed eren to find out that she wasn't willing to even think of him as a brother anymore but he understood fully he messed that ever happening again a long time ago. " yeah that would be nice, so how is your relationship going with jean. I heard he moved in with you just last month". "its been doing pretty great thanks for asking" mikasa had to lie to him they were finally talking again, she has kind of hoped this would happen to its almost like the more jean treated her like trash the more she couldn't forget the feelings about eren. She hated it with a passion.

They still talked at the bakery for some time now and it was already beginning to be dark "hey eren just out of curiosity you have been holding on that box the whole time we have been talking whats in it?" Eren cracked a smile "its your birthday present but you wont get it until you open everyone elses first haha." Mikasa was suprised that he remembered, it even made her cheeks fill with a dark shade of red. "oh well the party is going to start at my house soon you should come over" she held out her hand for eren to grab.

Eren accepted almost immediately and began walking to her house, upon arriving is when things started turning for the worst.. mikasa and eren are going to regret every seeing each other at the bakery that day..