nonbinary pansexual on the loose

what it means to me

I feel everybody has different definitions of what they identify as. After all, we all tend to feel comfortable in different ways.

So being nonbinary means being neither male nor female, but both. I'm equal shades female as I am male.

I guess in color scheme I'd be purple, which I guess might explain the flag.

I allow myself to forget this sometimes, and often shut down the female part of me completely because I feel like I have to present myself a certain way.

But if I want to wear a suit, tie, and face full of make up then I'm entitled to that.

I have to remember that nothing nullifies who I am.