Everyone except Finn , it feels nice to be treated normally for once . Like a fresh spring day arising after a harsh bitter unforgiving winter . Finn and I make eye contact just as Nick walks into my room , that was supposed to be only until someone else could take me after the first court trial . Although no one wants me I’m too much of a loner , plus who would want a fat piece of trash like me . Bethany reminds me of that everytime she gets through a breakup during her anger stage . How am I supossed to deal wiith an almost fortey year old women , who acts like a fucking highschool teenager everytime her heart gets broken . I didn’t realize how much I was out of it until Nick and FInn were both shaking me hoping I could still be responsive .
Sadly I was falling for someone and I didn’t know it . I didn’t know I would fall for FInn although I had a gut feeling I would . Finn seems like someone my brother would want me to be with , someone Jack would have clicked with . A familiar storm of thought wrestled and triggered within me . Soon enough the storm died down killing the beautiful butterflies that were in its place beforehand . Me atack had panicked the brothers , Finn lying worrisome in the corner, knees hugged to his chest . Clearly breathing heavy and hyperventilating as if he was having a panic attack.
Bethany came into my room with the same look in her eyes she had after Jack passed .
Her fake smile and maternal instincts made the whole situation worse than I wanted . I never wanted Finn in my life , yet here he is . I’m supposed to be the fucked up drug attic that hides her pain from everyone . Never sharing a damn thing about h hme life that’s true , otherwise her aunt will beat her to death .
A reputation stained with bright red blood , that could never come off . Because it’s bleed into the paper , absorbing tainting anything good that ever happened because your eyes immediately go to that one fucking stain . The stain that her Mother and Father created , Jack created , although she blamed them she was the most important factor for creating this blood stain .
She now drug Finn into the stain making the spill bigger . Finn never asked for this , he just wanted to make a new friend so he wouldn’t be lonely in this hell hole of a city ...
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Druggie
FanfictionAt age 16 she became the person she never wanted to be . Drowned out by society , therefore she turned to drugs to numb the pain . When she meets a curley haired boy her life changes . For better or for worse?
