< Just simple fanfic from Koi to Uso
alert! :for who haven't read Koi to Uso I suggested you'll have to understand why the characters went to this >
You were standing at the window as looking out to nowhere. Random students were walking as talking to their friends. You could hear their chatter but you didn't pay attention to that sound so the chatter was like insect sounds near your ears.
Your mind was full of thoughts.
"Nisaka good morning" you heard Nejima called Nisaka
You looked at them but your eyes fell on Nisaka .Nisaka looked at you too
"Morning" you smiled
"Morning" he replied with casual
"Morning Nejima" you greeted Nejima too
"Morning (surname)" Nejima smiled like as well
You were at same class at them and your seat was next to Nisaka.
Nejima was talking to Takasaki. You just looked at random students in class with your face without any expressions.
Two students approached you. Nisaka looked at you for a moment.
You sighed then Nejima and Takasaki came to you
"(Surname), you don't like having a conversation?" Takasaki asked you
"Where is that coming?" you sweatdropped
"Well, because your face looked like trouble as talking to that students" Nejima said
"Uhm.. I just think I should not waste my energy for nonsense conversation .I'll talk with that person if I want to discuss to" you said "Also I just talk to someone that I know just like you guys" you added
"It's really like you" Takasaki giggled
Nisaka looked at you without your notice and some students approached him and Nisaka who usually doesn't talk back is having conversation with those random students.
Of course you ,Nejima and Takasaki were surprised.
"I would never think Nisaka'll talk to them" you knitted your eyebrows.
"M-Me too.." Nejima looked at him.
The next day, Nisaka looks like trying to avoid from Nejima. Takasaki wanted to tell Nisaka something but she decided to not tell to Nisaka. The next several days Nejima told you to wait him after school. Being a close friend ,Nejima trusted you.
"I don't know how I should react" Nejima looked at ground with frustated
You and Nejima was sitting to a near bench.
"Nisaka confessed me at the other day. He said he loves me" Nejima continued "He said he even kissed me while I was sleeping at classroom"
You just kept silent
Nejima looked at you .He shook why you still kept calm "You.. don't surprise at all?"
"I know it" your eyes wandered at ground
"What?"
"I know Nisaka loves you. I also know Nisaka kissed you while you're sleeping" you said as didn't dare to look at Nejima
"Why you don't tell me if you know?!"
"I keep silent for your owngood relationship with Nisaka" you looked at him with your serious-worried face "It'll be good too if Nisaka told you directly just like you confessed Takasaki"
Nejima eyes were widen slightly and realized "Thank you"
Before Nejima ended his conversation with you, you told him "You couldn't blame Nisaka for loving you.. Maybe, just maybe.. Nisaka has his own romantic past that you don't know"
At school ,students went to Nisaka's desk and it was crowd. You hate crowd. Nejima looked at Nisaka who was talking to them 'Nisaka has romantic past?' Nejima scratched his cheek as his couldn't believe
"So so, do you have a lover, Nisaka-kun?"
"No"
"Nisaka-kun, do you have a type girl that you like?"
"Not really.."
"What about someone you like?"
Nisaka thought for a moment "..No"
All the girls screamed with blused "Really?!"
"I still have a chance!"
A girl accidentally moved your desk a bit with her hip (because it was crowd)
"Oi!" you shouted but still with low voice
All attentions were on you
"What?"
"You all are so damn annoying"
".. What's your problem?" one of them said
You stood up and went out from class. Nisaka looked at you.
"Let's continue our conversation, Nisaka-kun"
"Don't mind that unimportant girl"
Your were looking at the window .Random students were passing by.
"Bitches trying to catch his attention?" you murmured "He even doesn't interested on you" you sensed someone was watching at you so you turned back and it was Nisaka "Eek!" you surprised 'D-Did he hear me?! I hope he didn't..!'
That's an awkward situation
"Uhm.. what's bring you here?" you scratched your cheeks as trying to pick a topic
".. No reason" Nisaka stood beside you
"..." you sweatdropped ".. I think you should stop loving Nejima" you said with your low voice so someone couldn't hear you
Nisaka knew that
"Your love toward him isn't disgusting to me. I just think that's normal for man loves man and female loves female" you said but still looking at the clouds
Nisaka's eyes widen after heard you said something unusual.
You looked at him "But don't get it wrong. I never fall in love for someone"
Nisaka got double surprised from you
'I even don't know if I love Nisaka or not..' you thought for yourself.
Nisaka was walking alone toward his home from school. He put his both hands in his pockets.
'I remembered how I felt at that time .Saw a naked girl in a magazine made me felt this visceral fear even after Sakuragi showed her skin to me... then we broke up..' Nisaka suddenly saw you in his thought and he stopped walking
'What..? (Surname)? why she appeared in my thought for a moment?' Nisaka reminded with what you said before 'She never fall in love with ... someone...?'
Nisaka continued walking then saw you who sitting on a bench alone while playing with her smartphone. Nisaka examined your faced. You accidentally noticed Nisaka and he was surprised but your reaction was normal .You continued play your smartphone as that person wasn't important.
'Other girls would be ran to me and cling to me but (Surname) is different from them' Nisaka decided to go your bench.
Nisaka stood in front of you but still you didn't care.
"..." Nisaka sat beside you
The situation began to awkward
"Have you got your notice yet?" Nisaka asked
"No, I haven't" you answered as playing with your smartphone "What about you?"
"Me too"
".. You know, I really suggest you to fall in love with someone else" you said
"What makes you think that?"
You sighed "Nejima has Ririna now, you should get someone else who haven't got notice yet but if he got his notice then you should get someone else and.." these words make you thought twice and you sweatdropped "A-Anyway, you shouldn't fall in love with someone"
"Why?"
"It's only make you broken heart" you answered him with serious tone "Well, you don't have to listen to me if you want"
".... (Surname)"
"Wait a minute.. I'll pause this game for a moment-" Nisaka suddenly kissed you.
You might be surprised but you didn't feel anything of that kiss "..What that supposed mean?"
'She.. really doesn't attract to me?' Nisaka shook 'I just testing her though..' "Nothing"
You looked at him and continued play your smartphone "I don't know why you kissed me but it must has a reason why you did such" your face didn't show any expressions
'(Surname)'s face just now didn't like her. I.. I even not feeling want to throw up now' Nisaka thought as looked at his hands
You looked at him "Are you sick?"
"No..."
Heard his response ,you continued play
"(Surname)"
"Hmm?"
"What if... I'm gay and.." Nisaka decided to tell you "...I really don't like woman"
You paused your game and looked at him
"Everytime I saw naked woman or girl who shows her skin too much, it makes me feel sick" Nisaka tried to not remember past
"If you get your notice and your partner is a male then congrats but if it's a female then just endure it. Keep your distance with her and I think it's fine as long as she doesn't do something that will bother you" you even didn't know what words those appeared from your mouth.
"If it's female, I want her like you"
You blinked your eyes several times "It's that so.. then it's good....??"
"I just think that you don't like the other girls" Nisaka explained
"That's good.." you replied with casual "You should try to love opposite gender for one more time"
Nisaka just looked at you
"Me too. I should try to love someone" you tried to smile "I mean after I got notice from goverment"
Nisaka hugged you 'Maybe I can trying on (Surname) slowly by slowly...'
You patted his back.
'One more time again, I'll try to fall with this girl'
Nisaka broke the hug and opened his mouth "Hey, (Surname)"
You looked at him
"How about you try to fall on me" Nisaka gave her his best smiled
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DeviantArt : Jan 7, 2019
Nickname : KUMORIEE 123
