well i literally did not get anything i wanted
today i literally did nothing
the only good thing i've done is feel skinny first thing i woke up and then i went on on my phone
felt shit for not taking advantage of my free day and pretty rain sounds
my dad made me fried five and cheese 돈까스
anyways felt pretty bad but i didn't cry yesterday
i'm brushing my teeth and getting ready to cry myself to bed
what did i do wrong? what do i do wrong? why is santino texting me at 4:50am?
i don't feel real
the past two week has been so exhausting and exhausting
i cannot believe i thought that it was gonna be fun and i was going to hang out with all my friends but now not only do they not talk to me, they only make dry conversations for me to stretch out and eventually get left of read.
i made a playlist with the 3am vibes but now i'm too drained to listen to it
i accidentally dented my musi without thinking
there goes my summer 19' playlist
i'm going to go and attempt to accidentally kms by forgetting to breathe for a moment. it's a fun like game i made when i was at my lowest teehee
i forgive myself but i also still hate me
you're a bad bitch but not the good time, you're literally just bad.
good night <3