it was a wack day
i woke up late around 10 and felt really bad
i got ready for the day and vibed with music till 12
i started to do the science song and finished after a while
i copied over the onenote page for my english project
i picked hades as my person and wrote down like three things and the ignored it
i realized it was raining and i looked at it with music
i liked the weather so i made a timelapse
i ate the spicy chinese thing my mom likes
i don't know what else i did
the only thing that made me happy (briefly at least) was the rain
i don't know why it was so bad what did i do wrong? it was like any other day and it started the same but it had to be the most numbing days ever
i think i'm going to have to wake up early and reflex
i'm hoping to start a notebook analyzing life the way i see it but ik i won't
i also didn't dream last night and it made me mad it took me an hour to go to bed and that's bc the music i listen to before i go to sleep started becoming more distracting after a while also i don't understand why i cant sleep without listening to music anymore
i'm fucking screwed when my spotify premium trial runs out in may
goals for tomorrow
-wake up earlier that 8
-add one thing to board
-add two things to english chart
-exercise
-wear a proper outfit
-download fabulous again?
everything i wrote just got deleted and i'm so mad. anyways i'm pissed about spring break being ruined by corona. rona is literally ruining my life and it's getting harder to ignore.
i'm gonna be sad and listen to music till i fall asleep. good night.
