Jasper Hale X Reader part 2

Im DONE

I wake up the next morning and I look at the room. "God what've I become." I get up and walk downstairs ignoring anyone who tries to talk to me. "Jasper what happened?" Esme asks. "I don't wanna talk about it." I tell them. "Well, Y/N's coming back today. She called and-" she gets cut off by me crushing the apple that was in my hand. "Jasper what's wrong?" I drop the apple and walk into the room. "SHE is what's wrong. Last night when we went to find her, I heard her talking to Paul. He asked why she was still with me after whatever I did and she said I don't know. I walk in and I ask why is she still with me, it's not like she's carrying my children or anything. I came back and tore up my room." I say. "That's horrible Jasper..but I think you need to talk to her." Esme says. "I can try, but it don't mean I won't snap." I say and walk back into the kitchen. I hear the doorbell ring and Esme answers. Y/N walks in. "Jasper!" she yells happily and comes to hug me. I keep cutting my apple. "Jasper..? A-Are you still mad about-" I cut her off. "Yes i'm still mad!! If you don't believe me go look at my room! Hell!! If you would've told me what I did I would've apologized til the end of time, I didn't expect to hear you questioning why you're still with me!!" I put the knife down and I kinda push her off and I walk outside.

End of Jaspers POV and Back to Y/N

"I-It's all my fault...he's mad at me and I don't know how to fix it.." I look at the ground trying to think how to make things better. "Try telling him what he did wrong, that might make him feel better." Alice suggests. I look up at her. "Do you know where he might be?" I ask. "Try the flower bed you always go to, it's one of his favorite spots." I nod my head and run out of the house and to the flower bed. I see him sitting there looking upset. I slowly start to walk over. "Why'd you follow me?" He says. "Jasper...I wanna make it up to you.." I say with the sadness in my voice. "You know how upset and pissed off I was?" he asks sounding sad. "I'm sorry Jasper..you know I would never do anything to make you sad, mad, upset in anyway and now that I did, I don't know how to fix it but I want to." I tell him walking closer but he gets up. "I'm done, i'm DONE" he starts yelling, he looks at me and runs off. "JASPER!!" I yell. I run back to the house and explain to everyone what happened. We all split up to go out and look for him. I hear Alice, "JASPER DONT PLEASE!!" I rush to where Alice was along with the others. I see Jasper on the edge of one of the higher cliffs. "Jasper please...I get it I..I fucked up but I won't let our children live their lives without their Father..their amazing, smart, funny father.." I say tears filling my eyes. "Jasper..please..." Jasper looks back at us and falls forward. "JASPER!!" I yell tears streaming down my face as I fall to my knees. I feel them all hug me and I just cry. "I can't lose him for the second time..." I get up and look over the edge and I see his body floating. I wipe my eyes and concentrate. I open my hand and focus on Jaspers body. I start to close my hand slowly and his body starts to rise. I keep closing my hand until he's close enough for me to grab. When I grab him, Carlisle, Edward, and Emmett help me bring him up. "How did you do that?" Alice asks. "Every Vampire has a gift, guess that's mine." We all run to the house and I sit down with the others while Carlisle takes Jasper into his office. I put my head in my hands while I feel a few hugs here and there. I get up and start pacing back and forth. "Hey, he's gonna be alright." Edward tells me. "How are you so sure?! He could die Edward!!! I can't lose him again...I couldn't stand it..." I say but whispered the last part. I start breaking down in tears and drop to my knees. Rose comes and hugs me tight and I hug her. She mouths to someone to go get Carlisle. They go and get Carlisle. He comes out, "Y/N, you can go see him." I get up and I go hug Carlisle, "Thank you..." I say before walking in. I shut the door behind me and I go and sit down. "Jasper...I know I hurt your feelings  but I didn't mean to...I would never make you feel any other emotion than happy..why? Because I love you, so so much...I just don't wanna lose you...or kid or kids would have the best father ever. You're the sweetest, most amazing, most kind, caring person i've ever met and I want our kid or kids to experience that too..just please Jasper..don't leave me again, I couldn't bare one full day without you..it hurts my heart not being with you because I always wanna be with you to make sure you're okay..I can't do that if you're in here unconscious for god knows how long...just please, please don't leave me Jas...I love you.." I grab his hand as a tear falls from my eye, slowly rolling down my cheek. I wipe my tear and I stand up. Before I leave I kiss his forehead and walk out. I sigh and sit down on the couch. I hear beeping from the room and I stand up concerned.