Jasper Hale X Reader part 2

Anger...?

I press my ear up to the door and I hear Carlisle rushing around the room and the rapid beeping of the monitor. I start getting nervous but I don't wanna bother Carlisle so I just grab one of Jaspers hoodies and write a note. I leave the note and head outside. I text Bella to see if she would come and pick me up and she said she would be on her way. She gets there and I get in the car. We start talking while she's driving when I get a call from Carlisle. I pick up as soon as I see his name on my screen. "Carlisle?? What was going on?" I ask very worried. "He's um...his heartbeat is slowing down a lot more than it should be.." He says. My heart drops. "Is there anything you can do??" I ask trying not to cry. "No, but you might be able to do something." he says. "Well i'm heading home with Bells is there a way he could stay there for a few hours while I grab a couple more clothes??" I ask. "We could take him up there yeah." He says. "Okay see you soon Carlisle." I say before hanging up. We get home and I go up to my room waiting for them to come with Jasper. When they get here I make room on my bed and I go down and help them bring him in. We lay him down and cover him up since he was waaayy colder than normal. "You said there was something I could do?" I ask looking at Carlisle. "Well, when you were in there it apparently calmed his heartbeat but once you left, his stats went off the charts." I look at Jasper. "I know what's wrong, He can hear us all but he's not conscious enough to move and make physical contact yet." I tell Carlisle. "Watch his heartbeat change." I go over and I hold Jaspers hand, his heartbeat slows down. "I know you can hear me Jas, I just wanted to tell you I love you, even if you're still mad." I softly kiss his forehead and watch his heartbeat. "See." I tell Carlisle. "How'd you figure that out?" He asks. "When I was in the room I told him a bunch of things and his heartbeat was steady and when I left his body got nervous because it thought I was going to do something like he did so it alarmed him but he's not conscious enough to move and come after me." I explain. "Ohhh!" he says. "Yeah." I say getting up to get more clothes. I hear Jaspers monitor start to go off. "Jas Jas Jas, shhh it's okay im still here." I tell him. I pack up my clothes. "Okay were good to go." Carlisle nods and we take him out to the car. We head back to the Cullens house and put Jasper back into Carlisle's office.  To my surprise when I leave the room his monitor doesn't go crazy. I take my stuff up into Jaspers room and I look around. "Oh boy." I whisper to myself. I set my stuff down on his bed and I start cleaning up. After about 30 minutes i'm done with half of the room, the messier part. Now I just have to pick up the glass and re make the bed. I pick up everything around the area with glass in it and I shake it out making sure there's no glass shards in it. After all that I sweep up the glass and put it into a bag. I set the bag aside and pick up all the clothes and stuff and put them back into his dresser. I pick up all the pictures that he flipped over. I walk over to the bed and move my stuff. I toss the pillows on the group and pull off the sheets and blankets. I put them back on nice and neatly. I grab all my clothes and put them into his dresser. I look around and I pick up the bag with glass shards in it and go throw it out. I hear Carlisle call me and I walk down. "Yes Carlisle?" I ask. "Come here" he says smiling. I walk over and he opens up the door. I see Jasper awake and sitting up. I smile and I walk over to him. "I'm just gonna say this now, I love you, but don't EVVERR scare me like that again, okay?" I say looking at him and he nods his head. I smile and lay my head down on him. "I cleaned up your room too." I say looking up at him. "You didn't have to, it was my mess." he says. "Well I wasn't gonna sit on the couch for 2 hours doing nothing." I tell him. "Well- yeah I see your point. But does anyone else know i'm awake?" He asks. "Nope I figured Y/N would want to see you first." Carlisle says. "Can you go get everyone?" Jasper asks. "Yeah i'll be right back" Carlisle goes and gets the rest of the family. When they walk in I move a little off to the side so the family can be with him and i'm not in the way. "Come over Y/N, you're apart of our family too." Esme says looking at me and smiling. I smile and walk over. There's a knock at the door but i'm there before anyone could say I got it. I open the door and see Embry. "Embry? What are you doing here?" I ask him and I can see he's out of breath. "We've got new members...they...wanted to meet you.." he says out of breath. "Yeah i'll meet them i'll be right back." I run into the other room. "Hey i'll be right back their newbies in the pack." I say before leaving with Embry. "So how's Jasper?" He asks. "He's doing good he woke up today and-" I get cut off by a wolf jumping on top of me about to attack. "Leah!! Get off!!" The wolves start yelling for her to get off. She growls and finally gets off me. "I was gonna kill the damn vampire why'd you stop me?!" She yells. "I'm not only a vampire. If you were to kill me you'd be killing your own kind." I growl. "As if." I shift into wolf and growl loudly. She bows down. I shift back. "Let's get this over with, i'd like to see Jasper." We start walking into the house. We all sit down. "So tell them about yourself Y/N." Sam tells me. "Well, my name is Y/N Swan, i'm a hybrid of Vampire and Wolf, i'm about 4 months pregnant with my boyfriend, Jasper's child, i'm 19 years old, i'm good friends with the pack, i'm a senior finally graduating after having to redo the year from me moving with my sister and dad, I pretty much live with the Cullen's, don't get on my bad side and we're cool." I tell Seth and Leah. "I'm Seth and that's my sister Leah, she's protective of our pack as you can tell." Seth says. "Well it was nice meeting you but i'm gonna head back, I have to help Jasper." I say getting up. "He woke up?" Sam asks. "Yeah he woke up today." I say looking back. "Tell him we said hello." I nod and run off back to the house. I see them taking Jasper up to his room and I follow behind them. They lay him down on his bed and walk out. I sit down next to him. "What made you jump..?" I ask looking at him. He sighs, "Anger, anger got control of me and decided to try and live without you which I can't, I know I can't but I heard everything you said and tried my hardest to turn around and come hug you but my body just wouldn't let me. I would never leave my beautiful girlfriend and my beautiful baby." He says while grabbing my hand. "Oh Jasper.." I say softly and lay down next to him laying my head on his chest.