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The first dream

29-03-2020
This morning, I was dreamt about her. But, there is one thing. It is not about wet dream, idk how to describe it. Its kinda funny tho i guess. That's because i had an overthinking about her lately. Fck, it just cant fck off from me. Evrytime i think about her, i feel my heart beating very hard and fast. It's like wanting to break into my chest. Goddamn. Anyway, we go straight to the story.

It started when she was doing live streaming on IG. Fyi : in real life i never see her doing live on IG. Thats why i was very interested to open her live streaming. So, i pressed it and as usual girls in general, I saw her doing a live stream reading the comments of the viewers. She was very pretty with that hijab and wearing a kebaya with bright white colour. I think same like a photo which I will show it someday haha. She's like an angel for me to be honest. Haha, finished with the hallu.

Okay, What's make me very curious that one of the viewer asking in the comment section "where are you now?". Then, she answered that she was in a building near here even though I forgot its name. But, I really know the location of the building. With full of hope, at that moment I immediately took a shower and preparation to go there using batik with my best perfume. Idk in that time I was very enthusiastic about her. I really want to know more and meet with her. Its like an unlimited adrenaline energy. That's how i feel even in real life as well wkwk.

Upon arrival there, I immediately going inside without sign the guest book due to I don't want to lose her at that moment. In the building, i found so many girls were using white kebaya. Damn, its like finding a needle in haystack. I try to looked for her in every corner and every side of the building. I also open the IG in case she doing live stream again. But, the result is null.

But, I'm not just giving up. When the ceremonial was about to start and the couple was ready at the front door of the building, I thought that she would be the bridesmaid at that time. I looked for her again, but still couldn't find either. Then, I began to be disappointed. When the guests were enjoying the ceremonial while smiling happily in the building, I could only contain my sadness. What an unfortunate fate. At that moment, I also shook hands with the married couple and enjoyed a truly luxurious delicious meal. However, it was very strange that usually my appetite always there, now the food tastes bitter as if it is still raw. I just sat alone in a corner while pondering myself. How stupid I was at that time. Eventually, I chose to go home while daydreaming.

However, something strange happened. When I want to go out the main door of the building, as if the guests are blocking my way to get out. Then, the staff directed me towards another door which was located quite far away. Alright, I'll be there. Again, the door was closed by other staff and locked from the outside. "What the hell is this?" Shouted me through the door. The guest near me tried to calm me down by tapping my left shoulder. Then he says, "What's wrong with you bro?. I just speechless by throwing his hand to the side and immediately left him while leaving with an already ugly face. As I walked to this last door, I passed a guest chair that lined the wall. Then, I caught a glimpse of a girl with her white kebaya who was sitting alone facing the bridal stage. I was surprised at first, because the others were busy eating their meal. "How could she sit alone there?" Said my heart. Then, with very last hope. I ventured to call her name. NADA! Oh my god, that was the best moment in my dream i've ever had. With me stiffen there seeing her glancing back at me with his sweet smile and squinting like in his ig profile photo. I feel to be the happiest men in the world at that time.

However, when I want to sit next to her, suddenly someone is calling me from above. Idk who the fck is she ruin my precious moment, she was not my sister nor my mother. "Wake up Indra, wake up!" With a blink of an eye, I suddenly woke up and did not think why this dream could be so clear. It just like happened with one finger flick and all suddenly back to normal again.

Truly unexpected journey as well very difficult to forget. Is this a feeling that can't be expressed clearly in real life? Maybe the universe has another way to meet us someday. But I believe that serious intention and pray could get the best results from His will. Amiin...
29-03-2020

Indra : the first dream