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REBECCA'S POV

My name is Rebecca lighten and if you don't already know I'm the nerd that nobody likes. I've had one friend my whole life. Chloe. We've still keep in contact but she's in a different school. All high school I have been bullied and treated like shit for no reason. Boys don't even glance in my direction and the girls are all stuck up.

Joel Franco

A name I absolutely despise. Joel has been giving me hard time all through high school because I am not as skinny as the other girls at my school and I dress differently. I enjoy school work but I wish I didn't have to go to school because of him.

Harry Styles

The best looking boy I have ever seen in my whole life. My first real crush. He has 4 friends Zayn, Niall, Liam and Louis. I've talked a bit to Niall when we were partnered up together for English and he's really nice. Harrys perfect.. but he has a girlfriend and her name is Beth. She's pretty but everyone knows she's the schools biggest slut and even if he didn't have a girlfriend why would he ever look at me? One time I bumped into him in the halls and the look he gave me was made out of pure disgust.

FLASHBACK

I walked through the long narrow hallways, tightly clutching my book against my chest. It was a beautiful day. The sun was out and the birds were chirping loudly but halls in this hell hole were still dull as ever. White walls, gray lockers and small windows. I wonder if it'll ever change. I walk with my head down, not making eye contact with anyone. I've always walked like that, ashamed to lift my head up in fear of someone making fun of my 'ugly face' as they called it. I pick up my pace when I hear girls laughter and suddenly come in contact with something hard. I quickly look up to apologise but my mouth goes dry as my eyes settle on the person in front of me.

Harry Styles

He's absolutely beautiful. Green eyes stare at me in disgust. Wait what? He gives me the nasty look before walking right past me. What just happened? He was looking at me as if I just had killed his whole family and suddenly I knew why.

'Ugly face'
'Ugly face'

The words echoed in my head and I felt tears threatening to fall from my eyes. I put my head back down and continue walking.

FLASHBACK ENDED

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STILL REBECCA'S POV

BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!
I stopped my alarm and just sat there staring at the roof. Today was the last day of school before the big holidays. My last day in year 10. I rolled out of bed and picked out what I was wearing (pic) then went over to the shower and turned it on. I jumped in the shower and started to wash myself. A few minutes later and I was dressed and ready to go so I left the house with my backpack and started walking to school.

I arrived at school within 15 minutes but once I walked though those big iron gates I could feel everyone giving me judgmental states and even a few kids laughing at my choice of clothing. I sighed, ignoring them as I made my way in and towards my locker. Once I got everything I needed I started walking to my first class but not forgetting to put my head down.

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I made it all the way through to lunch... well barely made it because some kid tripped me and everyone laughed. EVEN THE TEACHER. I made my way to the library where I always eat lunch but as soon as I entered I heard lots of laughing and talking. No one ever hangs out in the library except me who could it be? Why are they here?

I moved up closer to the noise and heard familiar voices.

Harrys and Joel's

They were talking and playing a game I identified as 'would you rather' a game I've never played but heard of. They played for a while but I heard something that caught my attention.

"Would you rather bang that Eve chick or fat Rebecca?" The voice I know as Joel's says and I can feel tears in my eyes. I listen closely to Harry's response

"Eve. Why would I chose Rebecca? She looks like a whale" Harry laughed and by now the tears are streaming down my face.

Whale? Really? I can't explain the pain I'm feeling right now. My crush just called me a whale! I ran out of the library and walked home not caring that school hadn't finished yet.

When I arrived my mum was surprised to see me home so early but lied saying something about a headache. She bought it and I made my way upstairs and straight to bed.

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* NOT EDITED*
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