nothing. last. forever

chapter9 forgive

dear Diary , today Is no other day today Will be hard for me not only because i have to explain all of what happen yesterday night to justin but because i fell that i could never see jacop as a friend any moré but its worth trying . it was Now 2:00 and we got out of school jacop didnt come today who knows why so i just texted justin to meet eachother at la push when i got there he was already waiting for me ( nessi ) hi ( justin ) hey Is everthing alright ( nessi ) yes ,not really well it has to do with me and you ( justin ) ness your not breaking up with me right ( ness ) no no its nothing like that i hope ( justin ) just tell me what happen ( nessi ) ok well you know about how yesterday night was the high school dance ( justin ) yea , ur not mad about how i couldnt be there right baby because i had help my mom with some stuff ( ness ) no no it ok listen ok look i dont know how to tell you this but just know im telling you this because i dont want are realtionship to have any secretes between us so im just gonna come out with it i kissed jacop lást night ( justin ) you what !!!! ( nessi ) look it not like it was plan or any thing but it just happen
and it Will never happen again i promise ( justin ) how can you promise when you have fellings with a nother boy when you hang out with him 24/7 and Is in fact ur best friend . ( nessi ) justin i love you moré and you know that ( ness ) know what that you made me look like a big fool of myself meanwhile me thinking that you couldnt possibly do anything to me like that in the whloe wide world . ( nessi ) justin im sorry look i already talk to jacop and told him were just friends nothing else and it gonna stay like that . ( justin ) you know what renesmee your a fucking hoe i never what to see you in my like ever again were fucking over ( i couldnt believe it how justin was yelling at me it like this its like thiswhole other side of him that i complety never knew about ( nessi ) yelling Back you told me i was great you told me there was nothing in the whole wide world that could break us apart ( justin ) that was until you kiss that other boy of ur look ness u were the one who betrayed me lást time i check so why dont you do me a favor and stop act ing like your an innocent 16 year old !!!!! ( ness ) you know what i hate you !!! . i ran home as i couldnt believe what just happen but it did i was full of tears coming out from my eyes as i got home my mom said what happen i couldnt help it but run to her arm and Hug her meanwhile crying on her shoulder.