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jacop ( ness it's late we should go ) ness ( yeah ,yeah your just mad that I won . ( jacop ) yeah ok come on I could already hear your parents complaing about myself. bring you home late ( ness) giggle as me and jacop start heading home I saw this bridge it was little still beautiful though you could see how peacful the river was flowing underneath ( ness ) hey jake come look ( jake ) ok I'll guess I'll just come up with a good reasonable explanation why we're late then . ( ness ) jake stop worring it not like my mom is gonna kill you ) jake )you never know ,she might , . ( I now decided to punch jake in the shoulder . ( jacop ) easy there renesmee ( ness ) we were now on the bridge and I just turn to jacop ( ness) jake remember that covertion with you and my dad that morning , ( jake ) yea ( nessi ) well I don't mean to be noisy but what did you guy talk about ( jake ) um nothing really important ( ness ) yea ok jake why won't you tell me ( jacop ) because it not like I have permission to tell you ( ness ) find then what does imprinting mean ( jake ) I swear I wish could tell you but I can't just know it has to
do with loving a certain person and protecting them anyway possible ( ness ) jake have you ever imprinted on someone ( jacop ) yea I did ( ness ) will who is she is she beautiful do I know her is she older than me when can I meet her ( jake ) whoaw nessi what's with all the questions ( ness) no reason just curious ( jacop ) tell me ness are you jealous( as he tells me grabbing my hand ) ( ness ) me jealous no ( jake ) so if there were this girl that I kiss you wouldn't feel any jealousy at all what so ever ( ness ) idk I said as I turn my head in a differnt direction (jake) ness ( nessi ) yea ( jake ) you that I love you ( ness ) I love you too but (jake ) ness just listen to your heart tell me what does it really want ( ness ) jake you know what it wants ( jake I t was true I knew what ness wanted and all I wanted to do was kiss her make her feel somthing make her realize what her heart wanted and not worry about anything else so there I went for it and kissed her as she kissed back with so much passion ( ness ) jake ( yea ,he said while he was still kissing me jake I think we should get home it's um getting late plus it's past my curfew ( jake ) yea sure ok he said with a big smile (ness)(when I got home all I could hear was my mom and dad giving me and jake a speech of how it late it was and who somthing bad could of happen to me but all I could think about was how a good time I actually had with jake until my dad read my thought and told jake to never kiss me again In order for me and him to hang out . and then before mom kicked him out I quickly hugged jake and gave him a good night kiss in the cheek , ( ness ) bye jake ( jake ) bye (bella )ness I'm diss appointed on you now go to your room it was now 12:00 in the morning and I was still up dear diary , today was a rough day full of so many emotion to be honest I'm not sure of what me and jake really are half of me think we should only be friends bout the other half think the opposite either way if I do or don't take the risk at the end of the day I know deep in my heart I will always truly love him ps jake sure dose know how to get over an x lol .love nessi.