Steve and Bucky-the prized assets of HYDRA

Chapter Five Escape and murder

My hands had been by my ears all night like glue. My head hadn't left my chest. The screams and begging and pleading and whining and howls an- They hadn't stopped. They. hadn't. Stopped THEY HADNT STOPPED. Worse now I could understand it all.

I had heard footsteps go past me a while ago and I knew I probably looked pathetic. I had been into the trenches I had seen the war first hand but this, This torture and mutilation and Torture OF THE MIND! this pointless and unneccessary hell. WHY?

I cautiously uncovered one of my ears but firmly placed it back when a child- it sounded like a child- screamed then I heard a strangled gasp, a choke and made myself immediately smaller burrying my head into my chest.

"Enjoying yourself Steve?" carefully I uncurled myself. Looking down avoiding the speakers eyes Only one person called me Steve nowadays "NO Bucky this is a nightmare, worse then the trenches you know" a pause there was Silence and my ears were ringing. The silence sustained so i filled the gap.

"I mean why? I don't understand the why. This is pointless and painful and why? the war isn't won by screams. We are all human fighting in a war that really isn't ours. I..I'm scared Buck, I didn't want to fight Buck, Be an artist perhaps not a soldier but one man one bully wants the world and as a result the world has to fight an-and I don't know how much longer I can last. Skull said I'd loose everything, forget an- and I don't want to forget I want to dance with Peggy and settle down, retire with her. I I don't even know where I am or what they did to me yesterday or where you are or" I froze wait "or where you are" I repeated slowly. Fear hit me like tsnami waves HOLD ON who had I been rambling to giving out my biggest secrets too, My ideal life too OH GOD I slowly looked up. My eyes widened staring up at the red face I had hoped I would never see again.

"Interesting" he cooed "Very interesting Captain! may I aquire to who this Peggy is Maybe she could visit.. Permanently" I ran grabbing the bars "YOU.WONT.TOUCH.HER!" my voice darkening lowering an octave.

Skull stalked closer and held up Buckys pain remote "you won't care if I do" he said definitely and with one hard glare into Steve's darkening irises his echoing footsteps grew quieter and quieter. Steve collapses into the frame of a bed blinking furiously never in a hydra base had he thought would he loose his mind.

The next day Steve decided his mind was very much intact and he would very much like to escape. (😂) the question was how? Steve was contemplating violence then again Bucky had said 'violence is never the answer' and Steve had always said 'no but it's the question' and Bucky would laugh and say "h- B..Bucky w..would say.......

"Bucky" his chest felt tight his head pounded the floor wet beneath him. Steve hadn't realised he'd been crying shaking in shuddering ugly sobs his heart ached for him his mind cried out for him he NO he couldn't get side tracked not now! then his hearing picked up something. There were heavy footsteps getting louder. Steve relaxed... a little, guard change happened every day the same rou- aha! escape. No that wouldn't work... there was another way to escape.. permanently escape but was it ..was that way worth it?

"AHHHH!" Steve yelled gripping his hair "NO BUCKY NO YOUR WRONG TELL HIM PEG" the new guard sighed he could hear it from here as he approached he sighed why did he get the crazy shift "IF YOU DO NOT AGREE WITH ME THEN WHY DON'T I JOIN YOU!" oh no Ste- Captain America was contemplating sui- "I'll see you soon peg, buck" oh god he fumbled for his keys oh no he would die if he let the Captain die on his watch "AHHHHH....." silence the guard fumbled faster. The captain had gone silent come on COME ON YES finally the door threw open and BLACK

Steve stood tall and proud walking among the halls thank god for heavy easily disguisable hydra uniforms- now to find Bucky- he regretted using such horrendous means to get out though suicide was no joke, (if your feeling low get help someone loves you even if you don't) but he was free- nearly a guard was walking the opposite way down a hallway his eyes darted up and down Steve like a hawk then "Hail Hydra" Steve repressed a gulp here we go.... "Hail Hydra" the guard nodded with content and continued on Steve breathed out phew.