Jimmy x Chandler Together forever (Complete)

Chapter 6: A surprise visit

Jimmys POV

I haven't talked to Chris for 3 weeks now and all my other friends also keep their distance from me. Jake seems to be kind of understanding at least. Chandler and I kept seeing eachother for a week after the pool incident, but he has left me alone for the past 14 days... I wonder if I can somehow bring things back to how they were. Too bad money can't buy friends.

Laying on my bed naked I've started to masturbate thinking of Chandler. Damn, even the thought of him makes me explode.

After changing my bed sheets I get a knock on my bedroom door.
"Come in" I say and sit on my desk chair.
"Hey Jimmy, it's Jake. You have uhm, a quite unsettling visitor I must say" he pushes the door open only to reveal ...
Maddy. My ex girlfriend.

"Hey Jimmy, I was wondering if we could maybe talk for a bit?" Maddy says
"Uh, sure Maddy. Give me a minute to go change so we can go for a walk and talk" I reply hesitantly

I have to admit that I freaked out inside when I saw her right in front of me. This whole drama started because of our break up after all. And the worst part is, she never told me why she wanted to break up with me.
We walked up to the nearest ice cream shop, bought two cones and continued to walk.

" So you never told me why you left me"      silence
"What did I even do wrong?"
"Jimmy it's not that you had to do something wrong. Sometimes you just see things that your partner is unable to"
"And what was the thing you saw about me Maddy?" I laughed.
"You really think I hadn't seen how you looked at Chandler, Jimmy?"
I started to slow down my pace
"I might have ignored your close relationship at the start, but after I realized how he touched you, how you played with his hair, the way you two joked around and got really close when you were talking from time to time.... I knew you didn't just see him as a friend. And I could tell he was flirting right back at you"
"And how did you know that that was flirting? All the things I did with him?"
"Come on Jimmy, that's exactly how you used to treat me when we first started going out."

She was right. I never thought of this before but, it wasn't just the alcohol that made me sleep with Chandler that night. All my bottled up feelings for him and pushed back lust, just got out when I drank a bit too much.

"But Maddy, Chandler used to date girls. How did you know he liked me back? He even pulled back and told me he was straight the first time we kissed"  I told her.
"Let's be real here, have you ever heard or seen a sexually confused man admit he's gay on the spot? He was trying to push back his emotions just like you were Jimmy"
I sighed. I've started to feel bad about how i never took his feelings into consideration.

After the walk with Maddy I unexpectedly felt much better than I did before. I've heard of other people feeling relieved when they talk things out with their ex partner, but I only now understand how much I needed to have that conversation. I just might also start being friends with her again. After all, she did help me figure out why my new relationship is going downhill. I need to talk things over with Chandler. And I need to do it now.

Chandlers POV

Ive gotten multiple phone calls from Jimmy, but I didn't pick up. I don't feel like talking with him right now. I am aware that none of this drama is his fault, but now no-one wants to talk with me because I am the "gay guy who slept with MrBeast after his breakup" I mean, don't they know how offending that sounds?  I am not some kind of man-whore that fucks their best friend! I myself am not even sure why what happened did happen. And even worse, now Jimmy said he 'loved me'

I might be considered the loser of our group, but I'm not stupid. I know that he doesn't mean that. Chris was pressuring him to talk and he just blurred that out. After all, I don't want to mess things up that much between us. I thought it would be just a physical relationship. I didn't want to let emotions get in the way. Now everyone calls me "gay whore" and I can do nothing to fix that. I should just go for a walk.

I never realized how many people actually stared at me when I left my house before. I thought that being part of the MrBeast group made them recognise me, but now I see how they judge every single inch of me and envy my spotlight. I fasten my walking pace and suddenly bump into a group of fans, judging by the merch they were wearing. "Shit" I think to myself.

"Chandler! I don't believe I'm finally meeting my idol in person!" One of the guys says
"If you are here to shame on me feel free to, I've got used to that" I reply
"What?? Why would we ever say mean things to you? You always were our favourite person from MrBeasts' channel and now that we heard the news, we are even more hapoy to meet you!" A girl enthusiastically explains
"You see man, I'm also gay and was afraid to come out to my friends and family. After I saw that my idol also had the same problem, I felt more comfortable talking about it"
"So you guys think that I am not a whore?"
"Of course not! We just wish you and Jimmy get together for real. You two are perfect for eachother, we can see the chemistry in every single video of your channel"

That group of fans actually boosted up my confidence. They were right! Why should I be ashamed to be with the guy I want?
I ran towards the big house Jimmy and all of us used to spend time together. At least before most moved back to our own homes.

Who is he with? I can clearly see two people talking in the driveway, but I can't make out the other person. They are hugging eachother and seem close. She turns around and...
Is that, Maddy????
Oh god please don't let them be back together again! I know I ignored Jimmys calls and messages but I didn't believe that he'd get back with her, that quickly at least.

I ran back home. Fuck, just as I was about to go say I wanted to be with him, it turns out he doesn't want to be with me...