Laying next to you I don't feel much
Not sure if it's on your end and I feel like I can change it
Or if it's on my end and I don't want to admit it
Shit just different
Neither of us knows how to do this
But if feels like a bad performance
Like you're forcing yourself to tolerate me
Like I'm forcing myself to tolerate this
And that's the last thing I want this to be
But when I'm next to you I should feel something right
Love, lust shit even.......and your phone buzzes
Up under you because there's something being kept from me
And yeah I've looked before so there's been a violation on my part
I'm able to stand on that, I felt.....still feel like I had my reasons
I'm able to stand on that too
It's my foundation with you that's I'm falling from
And having to save myself out of us is one of the hardest things I have to do
