topic of rant: toxicity, me questioning myself
song currently listening to: anyone by demi lovato
im just tired of a lot shit. i don't understand it all.
you know the that small corner of every fandom where it's just toxicity? take that and multiply it by 10.
thats the fandom im in is. always somene being toxic or an asshole and there's always those assholes that tear you down when you ask something and give their thoughts when you never asked.
i believe in what comes around goes but yet i'm still loyal to these asshole. why? i don't know. i stuck up for them and yet they haven't done for it me. the only people who have defended me, are my discord family and you guys. while i'm greatful for it, i still question if i should cut away.
i feel like if i try, they're gonna possibly try to come me or blame me somehow.. i don't know. it's probably far fetched but i cant stand seeing toxicity and one of those people being assholes.
i don't know what to any more.
i just feel like no one listens to me anymore to be honest.
any advice would be great
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