Tahimik akong lumabas ng kotse kasabay ng aking mga pinsan papunta sa hacienda ng aming lolo.
hindi ko nga alam bakit madalian ang pag-lipat namin lahat rito ang alam ko dapat sa linggo pa ang dating namin rito eh tuesday palang. masyadong napaaga hayss.
"Sorry,anak" tumingin ako sa aking tabi na si daddy pala na nakatayo.
"for what dad?" tanong ko sakanya.
"Sorry kung napaaga ang lipat natin sa bahay ng papa" akala ko yun nanaman ang paghihingi niya ng tawad. "kailangan kasi anak,sana maintindihan mo kami"
"Dad, tell me what's going on cause i find it weird" it is also strange though way back on march 24 there is someone following me for 8 fucking hours! that is a guy i think?
"Someday cora,someday" really weird
we are broken family, humanap ng iba si mommy.
why can't she stay?
umalis siya ng hindi nagpapaalam
umalis siya ng hindi humihingi ng tawad
umalis siya ng parang bula
umalis siya ng parang wala kami sakanya.
simula ng nangyari yun dad have gotten crazy. araw-araw umiiyak,araw-araw nasa bar
araw-araw nagwawala at araw-araw nawawala. dahil gusto niya makita si mommy. gusto niya ulit kami mabuo at gusto niya ulit makasama kahit may iba na.
i am not mad at her after all she is still my mother the woman who gaved birth to me and kiko.
I miss her,i miss my mother,i miss my bestfriend,i miss my mommy
i wonder if she misses us too
"Dad" tawag ko sa katabi ko.
"Why anak?" tanong niya.
"do you miss mom alot?" nagiba reaction ni daddy.
"i missed her more that alot, you miss your mommy? i thought you are mad at her" namumuo na ang mga luha ko dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon.
"Yes dad i missed her so much, im not mad at her im just dissapointed of her ni hindi ako marunong magalit pagdating kay mommy hahaha funny isn't it? i love her morethan anyone dad." "is she happy with her new someone the guy who is she spending with. does he love my mom? can he be a joker like you can to mommy? can he make mom smile? do you know him dad?" at ang mga taksil kong luha nagsipatakan na.
atlast natanong ko rin ang mga matagal nang tinatanong ng utak ko.
"Hush cora, stop crying i dont wanna see my baby crying" pinunasan ni daddy ang mga luha kong patak ng patak. " i dont know what to answer to your questions anak but please stop questioning your self and stop filling your head of questions cause it may can affect your brain cora"
"but dad! i can't! i want an answers to my fucking question!" pagpipilit ko.
"Watch your word coralyn" natahimik ako. "sorry dad"
"We have to accept the fact that your mother left us with no reasons"
"Accept how can you do that dad?! you dont love mom if youll accept the truth!"
"Cause i love her,i love your mom" ngumiti sya at niyakap ako.
"i'll face the truth that your mother doesn't love me anymore" may pumatak na luha sa aking balikat.
my father is crying.
niyakap ko ng mahigpit si daddy.
"Cora? Dad? why are you both crying?" umiling nalang kami parehas ni daddy.
"Lolo's waiting for you cora he wanted to talk you about something he is in his office by the way." ok?
"you go now cora" daddy said.
"Dad, go find someone that who can make you happy go find your new happiness. we are letting you to find another woman in your life forget mommy. and be happy." i smiled to the both of them and go.
