Toxic~ 2seok(a little bit of sope)

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I ran to hoseok he was on the ground having a panic attack I tried to calm him down but it didn't work so I got my phone and called 911 "hello 911 what's your emergency" the lady asked me "m-my friend is having a panic attack" I started crying trying to help him breath "the ambulance is on there way don't worry" she hung up and I just sat there not letting go of hoseok

I saw the ambulance coming "don't w-worry hoseok there in the way" I hugged hoseok tightly the people took him away I drove to the hospital and got the room number hoseok was in "kim seokjin" I jumped up from my chair and walked towards the doctor "is hoseok ok" I asked with a worried face "yes, He's doing better but he will have to stay for some days here just in case he has another panic attack"

The doctor said with a sigh "can I see him" he nodded his head and took me to the room and I broke down seeing him like this "I'm gonna come back in some minutes" the doctor said "this is all my fault please wake up" I sobbed and sobbed until the doctor came back and told me I had to leave for the night

I made back home and picked up the stuff that I dropped on the floor while crying "w-why hoseok why him" I pulled my hair in frustration I walked in my room and cried myself to sleep

I woke up and got ready to go see hoseok again after taking a shower I got in my comfy clothes and started my car "excuse me miss can I go see hoseok" the lady looked up from her papers "I'm sorry but I can't let you they are running some test on him to see how he's doing I'm really sorry" the lady apologize "it's ok" I left the hospital with depressed looking face

I made it home and made myself breakfast I hope he's ok in there I finished eating and started cleaning threes house just in case hoseok comes back earlier I didn't know what to do since hoseok is in the hospital because of me nothing is fun anymore

I woke up and noticed I was sleeping on the couch so I got up and went to my room to rest a little bit
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As always I got up and got changed ready to go to the hospital but this time hoseok was awake so I can probably talk to him if he wants to "can I go see him today" I asked the same lady "sure go ahead" I made my way too the room hesitating to open the door I then open the door and once I saw him on the bed I wanted to cry again

"H-hey hoseok" hoseok turned his head and smiled once he saw me "jinnie" he giggled I missed his little giggles "I missed you" he shouted in happiness "I am so sorry hoseok" I hugged him "for what" he smiled and hugged me back "look where you're at it's all my fault"

He hit me "ow!" Hoseok smiled again "don't be sorry its not your fault" he hugged me again "can we go home now" I shaked my head "why not" he pouted "because the doctor said you have to stay here for some more days" "ok"

After some minutes I had to go back home I was sad I hade to leave but I was happy that I finally talked to him and hear him laugh again
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I really didn't think I would be crying while writing this😐