Toxic~ 2seok(a little bit of sope)

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(This chapter includes self harm so if you don't feel comfortable with that please don't read)

I woke up in my bed how did I get here I wanted to get up and leave again but I was scared what if he's gonna scream at me- I heard someone coming towards the room I ran and hid in the closet "hoseok" I heard him get closer "hobi"

He opened the closet door and carried me "PUT ME DOWN" I screamed he put me down and he looked like he was crying for hours "I missed you! Why did you leave! Why couldn't you just let me explain?!" Ik he was gonna scream at me I just turned around and started walking away "hoseok!" He grabbed my wrist and pulled me back in the room "stop Jin it hurts" I tried making him let go

"Why! Just why!" He pushed me onto the floor "ow!" I started crying "JIN STOP" I looked up and saw the same girl from last time jin left crying "are you okay" I nodded

Jin's POV

Its all my fault, he hates me he probably doesn't love me anymore I started crying more "your fucking bitch" I heard lisa say after smacking me "lisa stop" I looked up and saw hobi "but his stupid ass made you sad and he fucking hurt you physically!!" I got up "I'm sorry-" I tired to apologize until lisa cut me off "save it you little son of a-" before she can say anything hoseok stopped her "lisa can we just leave now"

My heart stopped "wait no please hoseok" and with that they left fuck

Big time skip (sorry)

3rd POV

It's been 3 months hoseok got a little bit better and him and Lisa been hanging around a lot and having lots of laughs but Jin on the other hand felt terrible he started doing self harm he started blaming himself for everything no one was there to help him because everyone left him all he does is lay in bed and cry he's also been starting starving himself but no one was there for him

Namjoons POV

I decided to meet Jin again after years of not seeing him well it felt like it after what happened between me and hoseok I just hope is doing okay

I made it to his house and knocked on the door but no one opened it so I knocked again, I've been knocking for 2 minutes and I started getting worried so I opened the door and the whole house was a disaster, dirty clothes everywhere, unwashed dishes, etc "Jin?" I looked around but didn't see him until I saw jin crying to himself holding a blade with blood on it "JIN!" I ran to him and took the blade from him "Namjoon w-why.."

"Why what" he looked up "why do I have to be so stupid" he started crying more I hugged him and let him cry on my shoulder, after some minutes he stopped crying and looked up at me "I miss hoseok so much" he hugged me "oh hoseok"

"Yeah, we are boyfriends now and he thought I was cheating because I was with lisa and I guess he saw us hanging out laughing and spending time each other like a couple and he ran away but I found him sleeping on a bench so I brought him back home and when he woke up-" jin started sobbing more so I hugged him tightly "a-and I asked him why he left but he looked away and started walking away but my anger got to me and got his wrist tightly and screamed at me and pushed him, the story is to long so I'll stop there"

Jin started crying more and more "I'm so sorry" my poor jin, after some minutes he fell asleep I put him on his bed and covered him with his blanket and decided to call lisa "oh hey Namjoon" "can you explain why I find jin fucking sobbing holding a blade with blood on it?!" It was silent "w-what" "yeah you heard me right now come here and explain everything!" I hung up and started cleaning up

Lisa's POV

I quickly called hoseok "oh hey lisa!" "Hoseok, one of Jin's friends called me and said he found Jin sobbing and-" I started crying "a-and what?" "Holding a-a blade with blood on it" it went silent  I heard him hung up "hoseok?"

Hoseoks POV

I hung up and started running to Jin's house I opened the door to his house and saw a namjoon standing in the living room with a trash bag "and what are you doing here" he walking towards me "To see my Jin!" he chuckled "so your the one who ruined his life" I felt bad "hoseok!" I saw jin running at me and hugged me

It's 3am and I really need sleep also I've been learning korean and dancing (even though I dance literally all the time) but yeah that's all I wanted to say, bye( ˘ ³˘)♥

Y'all didn't tell me I messed up this WHOLE PART OF THE STORY I-😭😭