Getting too deep

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TK~

I'm losing control of myself. It's getting real hard to block Drea out of my mind. I can't believe I just told her my feelings! I've really done it! I'm just glad she didn't say that I was tripping or anything. Feels good that I'm not the only one that has feelings. That would hurt ya' boy something serious. I need to pull back some. It's getting real hard to stay focused at times. All I can think about is her luscious lips covering mine while I put hands in places that shouldn't be mentioned out loud.

Damn, I have to finish this paper but, I just can't seem to get her well maintained body from running through my mind. The things I would do to her. The things I dream about us doing. They just won't stop haunting my mental space. Every time we spend time together, I get lost in her more and more. For the first time, in a long time, I feel so understood and connect. I sound like such an hypocrite. I know I wasn't suppose to get caught up with her and let her in but, I really just can't help it.

Being alone so much is really taking a hold of me. It's really wearing me down. This human interaction we share feels...so sincere. I hope I'm not wrong about her. She feels like everything that I have been missing. I still can't believe she feels that I'm special. For some reason, reading that made my pussy tingle. I swear, it's getting extremely harder to contain my sexual desires for her.

Damn, I really need to finish this paper. I need to push these feelings and thoughts to the side. It's sad because, all I have is one more page to finish. I'm surprised I made it this far. Fuck it! Well, for right now. Ya' boy needs a break. Let me make a light snack and watch a little TV. Hopefully this will help me regroup. "Flips through channels" This snack is straight but, TV is really helping at all. I keep imagining me and her with every scenario I see.

That's it. I've gotten my self in real deep. This girl has a hold of me that I can't seem to shake. I'm going to have tell her how I really feel. Please believe I'm going to show that ass as well. She can't tell me that she hasn't been feeling the sexual tension between us. To be honest, I can't wait to pick her up and slow strike her against the wall. Mm, she just don't know how bad I want to be inside her. I just want to see every inch of me go in and out of her.

Ok, enough of the bullshit! I have to handle this "hard on" that taking place right now. Besides, I can finish this paper tomorrow after school. I mean, how can someone do school work with an arousal as strong as this one? I have a strong feeling that this weekend is going to be more then what we both expected.

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