Reckless Perfection

Make a difference

*Lilyana's P.O.V*

I ran as fast as I could go. But where was I going? I had no transportation. I stopped running and sat at a bench. Tears were stained on my face. Sadly, I had no more tears in me. I've wasted them on the most stupid things. People always tend to think I fake cry. But, if they step into my shoes, they'll see how strong I try to be.
Then, when I thought nothing get more worst, it started to pour rain. It didn't bother me though, so I just sat there. Cars pasted very quickly for no damn reason. People were staring at me for no damn reason. And I'm sitting here soaked for no damn reason.
When I finally decided to get up, a car came speeding and splashed me with more water.
"Why do you hate me?!!" I yelled at the sky.
"He's not the only one who does" the person who splashed me said. Wow this day just got worst.
"What do you want?"
"Look I just wanna talk"
"Then talk"
"I'm sorry for the way I acted, Nash told me to do all those things. I never wanted to do that. I-I'm so sorry can you give me another chance? P-please" she stuttered.
"Fine, can you drive me to the Hotel? Wait how did you know I was here?"
"Went to go see Nash, but then changed my mind" I nodded and got into the car with Andrea. I really hope she won't try to kill me or something. The only reason I 'forgave her' was because I needed a ride. A couple minutes later we arrived at the hotel. After grabbing my stuff she took me to the airport. I decided to fly back home, and get my things then fly to Paris the next day. There, I'll have a new life, have a house of my own maybe, and go to college. When we got there I had to by my tickets. The lady said the next flight was in an hour, so Andrea was going to wait with me.
"Can I sit with you on the plane?" She said while the lady already gave her the ticket too. So really there was no choice for me.
"Woah woah woah, your coming?"
"Yep im going to get my stuff in the car. And when we get on the plane, we'll get to know each other" then she left.
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Once we arrived at home I started packing. I packed my
-documents
-clothes
-extra money
-posters
-pictures
-shoes
-memory box
And then I seen my.....my blade box. It has all kinds of blades. I shook my head and threw them out.
The next flight for Paris, France was tomorrow at 3 o'clock in the morning. Andrea and me were very hungry, so she was going to drive us somewhere. She said the closest was about 3 miles away and I didn't even know it was there. When we arrived I just got chicken nuggets and a chocolate milkshake. Andrea got a hamburger and a medium soda. Everyone was going up to her and takings pictures. Then a bunch of guys and girls came up to her, they asked her to sign there shirts. To me, it was kinda weird. My bully is popular, out of school too?
How predictable.
"What was that about?" I whispered.
"I guess im a lil famous now, posting youtube videos, and vine"
"Um whats vine?"
"Are you freaking serious?! I have much to show you" we both laughed. I guess Andrea is not so bad as I thought. All of a sudden, a group of guys and girls came up to are table.
"OH MY GOSHH YOUR LILYANA GRIER!!" a girl with long blonde hair said. I look over at Madison and she mouthed 'fans'. Me...have fans?
"Um, yeah, hii!!" I finally replied.
"Can we take pictures?"
"Of course lovelies" I got up and took a group picture with them. One with there phone, and mine. Before I went to go sit back down, I seen that the girl with long blonde hair, had cuts on her arms. I went up to her and gave her the biggest hug ever. Then, I pulled up my sleeve
"These scars will remain forever, and it won't look pretty later on. Please don't keep doing this, im always here if you feel like doing it again" I entered my # into her phone. She started to cry and gave me another hug.
"Do you have any blades on you?" She pulled out her blade from her purse, and gave it to me.
"Im Emily"
"Lilyana" we laughed.