Reckless Perfection

Should I Trust You

I went upstairs to get my earbuds and played Stay With Me. Then I realized....'Im hungry, I need a snack'. I came back down the stairs dancing. Once I was down the stairs I tried to do the moon walk, and failed. I tripped on someone but they caught me. I couldn't believe my eyes, why did he need to be here? why? why?

I got up and said "What are you doing here, I don't wanna see or talk to you". How did he even get here to fast.
"Lilyana please just let me talk to you"
"Noooo!!! CAM! CAM!" he came rushing to me and literally put me on to his shoulders, to bring me to his room upstairs. "You have to talk to Nash, im happy that you can stay here but, TALK TO HIM!!!" Cam scared me, I never heard him yell like that before.
"Im only going to listen because you scared me" I said smiled. He smiled and went down stairs with me. Nash was one the couch with tears rolling down his cheeks. I froze until Cam shoved me and pointed to Nash. I got the point but shoved Cam really hard and he almost fell on the floor. I stuck my tongue out and gave me 'talk to the hand'. Nash had his head down and I went to him. "Do you still wanna talk or no?" I said with attitude in my voice. "Yea I really do " he said walking to the kitchen. I followed.

"Lilyana im really sorry for everything. The abuse and yelling. Taking my anger on you, im just really sorry. Forgive me?"

"Are you serious? You want me to forgive you. Sorry doesn't pay for all the times you yelled. Made scars and bruises on me, acting up in front of your friends. Using Matt to find out what I say about you. You don't even know me. I can't tell you anything, Cameron knows more about me than you do. You were right, I was better without being in this family. Im a totally wreck because of you. You don't know what I've been through and you never will know. Well....there's only one thing you will know...or more like see" and with that I pulled up my left sleeves. There was 13 scars on one and 8 on the other. "You see this, this arm was from school, and these are from me. Are you happy to see your sister like this huh? I hope you don't sleep well tonight. Keep repeating this conversation and remembering what I showed you." There was a moment of silence until Nash said, "I was a horrible brother to you. I should of never done all those things. I don't know why I did that, you deserve better. I've done alot of stuff to you and now I finally see what I've done. Im so sorry Lilyana, I don't know what else to say. I'm so sorry please give me another chance to show you I could be a better brother to you. And about the Matt thing, I just wanted to know what the things you say behind me back. I should of never done that im so so sorry!!!" He was crying and hiccuping when he said all that. Thats when I knew he meant it.