Chae's POV
At Jihyo unnie's house:
"What do you think you're doing son chaeyoung?!" Jihyo unnie slapped my arm
"aishhh unnie, you know that motor is everything to me" I said while putting ice at my jaw
"yahh I understand about that" she said softly and she sat down looking at me
"But you're getting out of hand already" She said that made me close my eyes
"ahhh jinjja, sorry unnie" I said sincerely
"I just want to live normally unnie. I don't want this anymore. I'm tired of it" I said while sobbing
"Hay kiddo, it will be fine if you'll change" she said and puffed her cigar
"What do you mean?" I asked still sobbing
"Yah look at me.. LOOK AT ME!" She shouted that made me startle
"UNNIE! you don't need to shout" I said and wiped my tears
"We have different lives, all of us are not the same. We feel the whole world is backing at us, just because of our past" She said then laughed
"We have the chance to do everything to improve something. But it seems you're not doing any of those kiddo" She said while looking at me
"You're disappointed" I said
"Yes. Why? I see myself in you chaeyoung and if you keep doing this. You'll end up being like me" she handed me a cigar
"Is it...bad?" I asked slowly
"Yes, it's bittersweet and I just want to be happy, i've been searching for it for so long, inner happiness. But I can't find a way. That is why I have tons of charities, the act of sharing gives me happiness, at least" she said and stood up
"Look at yourself, you're the old chaeyoung again" She said and closed the lights and headed to her room
...
"Aish shibal" I said while walking at the couch
"Why do everything needs to be like this. Firstly Kai, why is he like that. Maybe he's paying back for what I did at him before" I asked myself as I lie down
"Secondly, Mina. I swear she likes me" I said and felt giddy for a moment but it lasted real quick
"And I can't let that happen" I said and felt my heart ache as I saw how my father threatened me before..
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Flashback:
"You can not just tell what to do in my relationship!" I screamed while following my dad at his office
"Leave her" He said while taking his sit
"Why?! I love her you know that!" I said and he slapped me at my right cheek way too hard that made me almost kissed the floor
"You know nothing about love, don't be pathetic" He said and fixed his coat
"THAT'S THE POINT, I KNOW NOTHING BECAUSE I NEVER FELT IT BUT BECAUSE OF HER AT LEAST—" He said and slapped my left cheek
"Don't shout at me, know your place" He said plainly and was about to make a call in his phone until..
"YOU, AHHHHH. WHEN MOM LEFT, YOU NEVER CHANGED. I DON'T BLAME MOM FOR LEAVING YOU" I said and grabbed his phone and smacked it at the wall that made him furious
"You care about your business. I won't marry the girl you want for me, I declined all of the calls way back then so don't bother telling your partners to date their daughter with me"
