Phase 1
The darkness falls on my eyes as everything seems to be blurry, I've lost control of myself as my body seems to be moving on its own. The screams of people fill my ears as something terrible was happening I just didn't know what. The feeling of sweat from frustration covers my face as I take the blame on to someone else. The next thing I remember is snapping out of it, seeing everything as it is even seeing the mess I put out on myself. The others looked at me with disapproval as my coach sat there, anger also filled his face as he sends me out. I walk out feeling defeated wondering what happeneds next.
Phase 2
I sit and stare outside as I didn't want to sit and smell the scent of alcohol and cigarettes. Nothing made me happy, nothing will ever make me happy. So still I sit and watch as other people socialize, they looked so happy like they had something to live for. A porpose. The thought of that made me sick until something caught my eye. No not something, someone. A girl, a girl who looks as if she has everything but she looks so... Bored so to say. I want to see her smile but how can I do that for her? I'm a lowlife, a loser who can't keep his life together. As I think these thoughts I never notice her walk to me, she just stands there. Smiling. I look at her like the light just walked to me, so much so I couldn't even make direct eye contact with hers. She still smiles as if this was the start of something new.
Phase 3
Last I counted there was 2 people, then 3 now 4. There were 4 of us, we shared the same interests, the same lifestyle and the same wishes. Life was great, it distracted me from the life I was previously living. Though some things were still the same, it was still cold and everyone we came across dispized us. Looked at us as if we were animals. Villains. So much so it got my buddy cut from work, we hated this town as much as it hated us. We just wanted to see it blow up, it damaged us but we had an arrangement to make this town pay. They were gonna know our names, we were gonna be on the news. They would just sit there and watch as simple crimes turned into bigger ones, they were gonna see us for who they made us to be.
Phase 4
The night came as the snow fell, we waited as the cold didn't effect us. We hear the sound of a door breaking as it wasn't hard to break in, it was a small place with very little to offer. No one was to be seen as we made beautiful art all over the walls and the surrounding junk that people called goods. The quiet remained until a shreaking was heard, the girl who I loved so much was being choked. A man who remained in the store had her in his grasp, I just stared for a moment till something came over me. My vision was gone but so was my ability to think straight or even think at all. I could feel myself grabbing my knife as I came in some sort of frenzy, I feel myself insert the knife into the man back. I stared at him as he begged for his life, I looked and my buddy as I screamed words I dare not to repeat. He took the knife and stabbed the man once more, then my love grabbed the knife as well. Stabbing him again. Then finally her friend, it was all down to her. She trembled and refused to do the same. I softly put the knife in the palm of her hand and held onto her trembling hands, slowly inserting the knife into the man's neck. Ending his life.
Phase 5
The body layed in the dirt as we moved it, I just stared at the lifeless corps. All the feeling I had to others had left, hate was gone. All I could feel was a burning passion, a passion that would be fulfilled often. My hearing softens as whispers of my name are called, I turn around and slowly follow the voice. Fog spread around, a think fog. A fog a can't see through but I can know my way around from. I was in a daze of some sort, a daze that couldn't be controlled. I felt safe as the area grew dark or my vision so to say, I could still hear my friends call to me but I can't call back. I know they would come find me, it wasnt hard for them to find me. My team, my crew, my friends. Us together we were friends but to everyone else we were the legion.
