Jewel is the type of girl who wear her heart on her sleeves, yet she want to fall in love. Although her heart want let's her. She think she found the guy of her dreams but she afraid that all over over thinking will push him away from her. Is Jewel...
After my spa day with Dez I went out shopping for a few things for my apartment and you know I had to by myself at least two outfits while I was out shopping. It would have been selfish of me to not treat myself. It was about 7:00 PM once I got home and settle in. I decided to cook shrimp Alfredo today since Jay said he was coming over. I gathered all my ingredients and cook the shrimps and noddles separate. While the noodles and shrimps were in the process of being cook, I made my Alfredo sauce from stretch. Once the sauce was done I put all of my ingredients into one big pot and let it simmer on low. While the food was simmering on low i decided to take a shower to unwind. Now if you know me on a personal level I cannot shower without music. So I plug in my speakers and Played Summer Walker -Body. "My mind, my mind and my body, My body is sayin' , My mind, my mind and my heart, My body is sayin." I sung to myself as the choirs played. I heard a loud vibrate from my phone. I got a text message notification. Which caused the music to pause from playing. As I step from out of the shower, I dry off and place on my cozy robe to continue air drying. The water from the shower made my hair bun so messy so i took hair down and detangle it so i can rock it naturally curly. I love the way my hair curled up after showers. Jay always said curls enhance my beauty.
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I was in the shower for quite some time so the food should be finish. I went to turn the pot off. My kitchen was smelling like my favorite Italian spot Olive Garden. I couldn't wait to dive in this food. I check my phone to read to text notification I've receive while in the shower. It was a message from Jay sayin he was 5 mins away.
Message:
Baby❤️: I'm 5 mins away. Me: Ok, I cook dinner for us to night. Baby❤️: I'm scared to even eat it shit you was just mad in your feelings last night, and now you cooking me dinner. 😂 Me: Boy ain't nobody trying to kill you, look I'll see you when u get here. 😒 Baby❤️: So I'm a boy now ? 👀
I'm about to just leave his ass on read his vibe already about to throw me off. I had a good day I'm not bout to argue with him. He bet nor be trying to start shit with me avoid the conversation we need to have to night. As I laid on the couch strolling through IG I heard a loud knock on the door.
"Who is it?" I laugh to myself. "It's me man open the door and stop being so fucking childish." Jay replied.
He always gotta be so up tight and serious like he can't take a joke. See if he would be more respectful and dedicated to our relation he wouldn't even had to knock he would of had a key to enter. This is exactly why I'm afraid to let him have a key to my place and the key to my heart. He want to take small shit like a joke so serious instead of our relationship serious. He constantly keep pushing me away soon everything of me going to be on lock from him, including my heart. I need answers immediately.
