Jewel is the type of girl who wear her heart on her sleeves, yet she want to fall in love. Although her heart want let's her. She think she found the guy of her dreams but she afraid that all over over thinking will push him away from her. Is Jewel...
Baby girl look so peaceful while she sleeping. I'm surprised she let me crash here last night. Since she been mad at me saying I haven't been making time for not being committed to our relationship she had her guard up. Shawty wasn't trying to have shit to do with me. I can see now I got her right we're I want her. That's mine she, on lock she not going no where. She got to realize I'm not into none of that mushy gushy love shit. I do love her little ass to death. I guess I'll cook so breakfast for her this morning maybe that'll make her day. She always saying it's the little things that matter. I hope in the shower and did my daily hygiene to get my day started. As I look in the mirror at my reflection of myself I thought to myself I don't know how much longer I can keep juggling this crazy life style of mines. Money is my main priority, but at same time I got someone who truly love me. I ain't never had a mother to teach me how to love. My mother left me since I was 7 years old. I practically raise myself, with the help of my grandmother. My grandmother was all I had left good in this hectic as world. God took all I had left as a family away from me when i was age of 15. What kind of God like that would let some shit like that happen. To leave a boy alone in this world by his self to raise himself. As far as I know, hell it ain't no God. This just a cold as world, and we just here living in it. I been trapping since the age of 15. Trapping was the only way I knew how to take care of myself, and be able to make ends meet. Can't a nigga out here tell me I'm not a man. Everything I been through I got through it on my own. I didn't need love trying to get in the way with what I got going on. I really don't give a fuck who judge me. When I look in the mirror I see a great man. As my thoughts ran through my head, I decided to post a pic for the gram before I head off to the trap.
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Jay_Gotti: When I look in the Mirror I see a Great Man 💪🏾💯
Zay_Stacks: Nigga u flexin on the gram wya it's time to get this money 💰🤑
Raven_Loco: Daddy 😍😍💦
Jada_BadAZZ: Bae😍😘
My phone ring interrupting me from strolling through the gram. It was a call from Zay.
"Nigga Where you at man we need your help down here at the trap." Zay shouted through out the phone. "
"Nigga I'm coming I'll be there in 35 mins, always rushing a muther fucker and shit." "Maybe if you was getting some pussy you wouldn't be worrying all the dam time and rushing me and shit." I laugh through the phone.
"Oh I see your ass got Jokes." Zay laugh back through the phone. "Look don't worry about what the fuck I be doing, shit I just might take yo bitch."
"Yeah, alright whatever look I'll be at the spot in a few."
When I step out of the shower my baby was still peacefully sleeping. I guess that good dick will have you sleeping for hours. I got dress & throw on a white T-shirt', with some black true religions and my fresh ones. I didn't had much clothes at Jewel house. Especially since she we wasn't living together. I didn't had time to fix her breakfast in bed like I had intentions on doing so since I was running late with starting my day. I wrote her a note, and leave her some money on the bed so she can go out and treat her self.
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I grab my phone and reach for my pistol off the night stand then hit the streets to start my day.
